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What's New? Monday January 31, 2005 8:40 p.m. (long time no words)
Tuesday November 30, 2004 3:59 p.m. Yeah...Life is Grand! haha....November 27th will be a day to remember for the rest of my life. But First I will start out my vacation. Wednesday was the end of the week for us. I was bumming it and then i came home and slept til the next morning...no joke...Thursday was Thanksgiving of course! I definently had my fill. We didn't get too big of a crowd this year. It was just Mom, Dad, Caleb, Jaclyn, Dee Dee, Brooke, Johnny, Jimi, Jean, Kyle and Nate. But all in all it was a good evening with the family. Now for Friday...Well Me and Dad met Dillon because he came over. He's great. We just watched movies. After a while we went with Caleb and Jaclyn to Blockbuster just for something to do. Oh and when we got back we watched Best of Will Ferell ( the first one ) . It wasnt as funny as the second one is. So me and dillon went back to my room and finished watching Office Space. Took him to Sheetz' at about 11:30 and that was that. haha! Okay But SATURDAY! The DOnnas ConCERT!!! It was a glorious day! Okay well first of all. I drove all the way to Pittsburgh. I didn't do bad at all except for the fact that we got a little lost but not my fault and i almost ran a stop light. But nothing bad...nothing bad at all. Well we got at the venue at about 5:15. Walked up and the Donnas were doing their sound check! It was sweet. Well we walk up to the door and it says "Meet ' n ' Greet" at 5:30. So me and mom get in line talk to some guys standing by us for something to do. Well 5:30 rolls around and the line is moving and we're getting closer to the door. It's for Donnaholics only and my subscription ended! I was saddened. But mom asked her if we could go in anyways because it was my birthday ! haha...and she let us!! I ALMOST CRIED SEVERELY!!! But I kept it together. It was so insane though! I actually met the donnas. I talked to each of them, got my picture taken with each of them, and got all their autographs. I was like in HEAVEN!!! They all were really nice and very friendly. Well we had to let them go get ready at 6:00. So me and mom walked around pittsburgh and got some French Fries at this one restaurant. It was all an experience. Okay well we go back to the World. 7:00...time for stuff to get rolling. Well I bought a Donnas Hood, Tshirt, and these pins with each of their faces on it and a keychain. Well me and mom are standing by the bar and this guy comes up and asks if we have any gum and im like no sorry...TURNS OUT he was the bass player for the first opening band. Blue EPIC!!! They are really good and i liked them a lot. The Second band was Starlite Desperation. Their Drummer was hilarious! He made all these faces when he's drumming and stuff. But they all were good. Third Band up was Von Bondies. They're quality. They sound different Live then the stuff that i downloaded. But this kid that stood beside me, me and him were talking when they were switching equipment for the bands. ( We were right up in front but there were these two older stupid lame guys in front of us ) He said when the donnas come out we're kicking those old guy's asses outa the way and we're getting up there. But we didn't : ( .... Okay But The Donnas! They CAME ON! It was the greatest in the whole entire world . I was so close to them I could've just reached up and touched them. It was great. I took tons of pictures! So I'll probably make another Website with just those pictures on it and stuff like that. But we will see how it goes. Okay well oh that was the greatest experience! I was getting a little upset because they hadnt done "Take It Off" (my favorite) But guess what the last song was? TAKE IT OFF!!!! But after the concert a lot of people cleared out. But me and mom stuck around by the stage. Mom asked them if they were handing out guitar picks and the roadie whips one of Torry's Drumsticks out and hands it to us! Then in a few they threw guitar picks! I got soo many. But i gave the kid that i stood by three of them for him and the two girls that he was with. But I went and bought a poster too and at the other counter the bands were standing around so you could chat with them and sign up for the mailing list. And the Bass Player from Blue Epic was the only one by his list so i went over and signed up for it and i said hey you guys were awesome and stuff and i had him sign a napkin. He acted all shocked that i wanted his autograph. But hey...i had his autograph before that band got big! I'll remember that. Oh it was great. Well we headed Home...Good Day was had by all! Well we're coming through Conneaut Lake and we stopped at the Wind Jammer because it was Moon's Birthday. So ma proceeded to have another alcoholic beverage . Moon was soo drunk. He was talking to me asking me if I had a boyfriend and if he treats me good and i said yeah and yeah. and he's like he better....and that love stuff is some really powerful shit...and how his wife cant keep his hands off of him while she is about five feet away. But it was funny....well we're leaving and he goes to me again and says " Whatever they tell you to do...do the exact opposite " So im going to take that to heart and it'll be how i live..haha..maybe. Well Sunday...I was to go to Dillon's house so I drug myself out of bed and made myself look presentable and off to Franklin I went. Well as always i had a lovely time. Well more than lovely! He's great! I wore my donnas' hood! haha...and i gave him one of my donna guitar picks. He played me parts to some songs...it was sweet. I never thought that i would find a boy like him that likes me like he does. Its' grand! Monday was gay. Today was sort of fun...well fourth period was! I was going crazy! Saturday November 20, 2004 9:48 p.m. well okay! haha! Today was a good day....Yes it has been forever since i last wrote something or updated any part of the sites...im sorry...especially to you tenielle since you bitch about it all the time...haha.. Well Im sixteen now...TUrned 16 on the sixteenth! But like all birthdays...it was the same as any other day.. Dillon came over on the 13th....we hung out...watched some movies. Its sort of hard catching up on a good month and some. Im sure everyone has heard about the cheerleading bullshit! But yeah...I got my permit this thursday! Barely passed it but i did! haha. okay fast forward to today. Well Dillon got here around ten. He is so great! He brought me flowers (pretty pretty flowers) . And whenever someone asks me what i want for my birthday i say i want a pony. Dillon bought me this cute little pink pony. its great! He's so great! We watched some movies and just kinda hung out. It was a good time. Well tonight was also the sports banquet. Dillon came with us. At our table it was me, dillon, sarah, tiffany, harmony, tenielle, and matt. Well of course i picked the table that eats last but we got up earlier than we were supposed to and got in line with jaclyn because there was no way i was waiting that damn long for food that isn't even that good. haha. im a bitch but. it was good. Well they were announching and talking and all that and Its time for the cheerleaders. I just leaned against the wall and listened to stephanie and all her bullcrap! Me and sarah kept looking back and forth between each other rolling our eyes because we really know it all. But she calls your name and you're supposed to go to her to get your certificate and whatever else you recieve and hug her. oh hell no! she calls my name i go straigh to mr. korcinsky to get my letter and take the certificate out of her hand and go back to my place on the wall. No one has any idea how much MORE hate i have for that woman. SHe's disgusting and she makes me want to vomit! but anyways after i got my letter mom took me and dillon back to the house ( well i drove ) haha. But we watched the beginning of 2fast2furious but after a bit of it his parents came. he's so great... Monday October 25, 2004 11:10 p.m. ( The Day After ) Monday ! Today was Personal Service day at tech. Heather Haycraft colored the lower back part of my hair a dark dark dark brown amost black. I enjoy it. Brittany is finally back at school! I was glad to see her. She's pretty far behind though. Well Before I get too far into today I need to catch up on my weekend. Friday's football game was in Saegertown. We lost of course :'( 37-6...Cheerleaders suck just as bad if not worse than the football team. I wasnt having a great day and i just about wanted to quit right then and there. But Im still doing it! But Saturday i went with mom and dad out to dinner at this place so far away.. I had a pretty okay meal though. But Sunday! Best day of the weekend. I made a trip to Franklin to see Dillon. It was an excellent day! Well me and mom went to the gas station where i was suposed to call him to have him meet me there...Well I go to call and i have no reception what so ever! So we had to drive a little bit down the road to get some reception...I was flipping out! haha But I got a hold of him and we went back to the gas station to meet him. Shortly Him and his ma pulled in. Mom had a short speak with his mom and I hopped in the jeep and we went to his house. He was watching James Bond before he left to meet me so we finished watching that movie. First James Bond Movie i ever saw! It was weird but he just kinda talked throughout it. We watched Hardball too...I love that movie. 'Cept Dillon kept on lying to me when i didn't want to watch when G-Baby was dying. He kept on telling me it was over when it wasnt! Then we watched the football game...Philadelphia against Cleveland. That is how you are suposed to watch football! That day was one of the best days I've had in soo long! and another first! We went to Red Lobster for dinner and that was the first time i was ever there! It was insane! Well I better get to bed....Its about an hour past my bedtime... :) I just wanted everyone to know i had an amazing Sunday. Saturday October 16, 2004 5:29 p.m. (Sweetest Day) Today is Sweetest Day...not very sweet for me but you know. I haven't put anything on here is quit some time so I figured I'd write a little something something. Well Last night our football team lost again as usual....against Eisenhower...40 something to 6. Nothing new. It was so damn cold and was misting. Afterwards a bunch of us were going out to Brett's house. Holly came with me. And the McMillan Boys, Sarah, Ronald, Derek, Bryan Lambert, Steve Lucas, Jordan Varee, Jordan Whitman, Tyler Mattera, Jeff Bishop, and Brett...of course, was there. I didn't get home til around 1:30 and didn't wake up until 2:30 today. It was insane. Im still not fully awake but oh-well....i guess this will do for now. Sunday September 5, 2004 1:13 a.m. Well I've made it through my first three day week of shool. I love Vo-tech but regular school is lame...haha. But Yeah. I'm up a little late but oh well. Can't sleep real well I guess. Im not tired. Sort of. But Yeah ... dont want to comment on Friday. But Yeah Saturday...Woke up around eight because we had cheerleading practice at 9-10:30...It was a usual practice...if you know what I mean. But my life is pointless...I babysat Kyle and Nate at my hosue! Insanity. We walked over to the elementary play ground and they ran wild over there for a while. They can be so good at times and so bad at the same time.!!
School is in two more days... Not looking forward to it actually. Well I had cheerleading practice this morning from 8-10!!! That is insane and i never went to bed until like around three! So I basically got no sleep. But I dont really care. Im not tired and I wasn't last night either so it's all good. Yesterday Joe stopped over for a bit. I made him a copy of the dashboard confessional CD. But i was out in the valley freeze waiting and Chris taught me how to snap a straw. It was sweet. I never knew how to do it before. Oh-well....Joe was out there til about 11. He pretty much ran away when daddy came out to close the valley freeze. But Yeah I think today I'm moving stuff in and outa my room. At Caleb's new place they gave him a single bed so he's giving me his double mattresses so I am going to use that and Im going to get new sheets and all that. Hopefully something bright and friendly! haha...and I want to buy some shelves so i can have those on my one wall to keep the stuff that I usually have underneath my bed. I'll get it organized one of these days. We are getting cheerleading pictures tomorrow. I'll probably look like shitt! as always. Well I'm going to go watch Ellen. I've been missing montel a lot because of cheerleading!!! Not cool...
Date if Birth - February 10, 1989 Thursday...August 5, 2004 11:27 p.m. sweetness...I just got back from Brett's house...Today was somewhat eventful...I missed montel today though : ( I just layed in bed and listened to the radio. But I did hear a very good song i like..."Baby I'm Amazed" by Paul McCartney. I enjoy it....I think I'll put it on my "I love matt cd." But yeah I tanned for a while. Caleb got home around 1:00 and I cleaned his car inside and out and he said I could drive it. sweetness.... But yeah...i went to Brett's around 8:45 and picked up Jen and Tenielle. I rock at pool! haha...not really but you know. I like to think that I am good. We played team's most of the time. My team always won : )...so I guess that is good. But once i was played stefan and he is amazing and i beat him!! Only because he knocked the eightball in though. But I still won! haha. and I totally suck at halo! Mitchell kept killing me without even giving me a chance! I dont care. The boys are obsessed with it and I think its a really stupid game. But I'll keep going to the boy's halo parties because that is what I do. Monday...August 2, 2004 12:05 a.m. my god...haha! I freaking love it! Matt has came and saw me so much. Last Sunday and he came to the kissfm dance to 'surprise' me! I had a feeling he was coming because he asked me the day before if i was going to be there but it was still real sweet. I love it! And on the 31st...day of the parade...haha...that was a hell of a day. They had told me that they (matt dillon and steve) were going to be out here at 11!! and I was going crazy trying to get a hold of them to tell them that was far too early but didnt work. Mom dad and me were driving through conneautville because we were going to our family reunion and I saw three guys sitting on a bench outside of ruth's old building and not until we passed that I realized it was them and i said something to mom and she said that they could go with us so we turned around and picked em up and they went to the reunion with us! It was quite funny because they felt so outa place and really didn't want to be there. But we didn't stay long because there wasn't that many people there. So we all went back to my house and we just hung out in my room. It was so much fun. And I had to be down at the white church at 5 so we could be ready for the parade and yeah...It poured and us cheerleaders were wearing white t-shirts....so hot...haha...we did a good job I guess...after the parade tenielle and kayla found me and the boys and we went to eat at Buckley's. It was funny. THey pick on Tenielle so bad but i love it. Mostly matt but....its hilarious...We went down to the fair. It was sooo muddy. Sarah FINALLY met matt! Which I was happy because I always talk about him and she has no idea who he is. so she finally knows. But yeah...we rode the berry-go-round twice. i got sick again and so did matt...but it was fun. I llike him a lot. whole lots. But anyways....Today he came to the dance again! Waa-hoo. amazing.... Okay...Only got to watch a half hour of montel this morning. I sort of slept in. Oh-well. I'm a montel addict. Well I rode out to Mark's today and we played some Xbox...I kicked his ass at my atv game. Love it...and I haven't even played it in a while. But yeah...When I was driving on my way out there I saw Jimmy at Mariah's house. haha...I hope he knew it was me and exactly where I was going because I'm not too fond of him. But anyways...On my way home i drove past paul's house and he was driving a little dirt bike...it was funny but caleb is being an ass...just thought that needed to be wrote down. Me and mom are going to be going to wal*mart here in a while...so yeah...I dont' really have a point to anything that I am writing. Cheerleading practice tomorrow from 9-12...and I'm out...Later
Whoa...I just had an awesome yet crazy dream...haha...I sort of wish it was real but yeah. After about five minutes of waking up I knew it wasn't real. But It was weird. Like Matt lived like just a couple houses down from Mark and I was so afraid to stop and yeah. I dont know. But he was in it and I loved it. I have been having crazy dreams. The other day I had a dream with Dobber in it and like it was like one of those real dreams but one of the points was that he's going to be out and about for four years. I wonder if that is going to be one of those dreams that comes true. Oh-well...Life is Crazy! Well last night I stayed the night at Sarah's. We watched The Country Music Fest!! haha. It was alright. Brad Paisley is pretty damn hot...haha! But it wasn't that bad. We had cheerleading practice from 9-11 down at Lord Mason Park. It was a normal practice. I guess we are definently going to be in the parade and we are teaching everybody the dance that we did last year for competition. I've forgetten it towards the end but I will get it pretty quick. Sarah wont be able to be in the parade though! It' stinks. OH! and BRittany Kaiser broke her ankle and is in summer school. How like her..lol...well hopefully this will go well. Well I am going to get going. I have to babysit Kyle and Nate tomorrow! *yikes* haha...But I decided that I will bring some crayons and things for them to color and that will entertain them for a while. Well I gues I'm done here....
Thursday...July 1, 2004 10:07 p.m. Happy July! I've wasted half my summer. haha. Oh-well. It's life. I don't have a very exciting one. I cleaned some of the house for mom. I'm such a sweetheart..haha...Dee Dee brought Maggie and Abby up to swim today. They're so cute. I mowed the lawn some of the time though. Nothing Fun. Mom and Dad went to bike night around 6 and then around 8 I went for a ride on the fourwheeler out towards marks' and yeah joe was over there. Boring day. Monday...June 28, 2004 10:14 p.m. Hey Babe! My site has been through a long time of neglect...Today's been boring! haha. Well...Let's see...My weekend was fun though! Some of it. Friday...was David and Paul's birthday! They're sixteen. It's crazy. But yeah. It was a big party. Buncha kids and adults. We had suppliers and let's just say it was a fun evening. : ) Saturday morning me and dad went for a bike ride. He had to get it inspected so we had to go to Pro Cycle and there is a car lot down there where dad had his eye on a Beretta. We test drove it...well he drove it...I had shot gun. But it was real nice but then when we got back into Conneautville we stopped at this lot on 18 and there is this amazing 97 Sunfire. GOod Price too! Out of my price range but I'll get a job so I can make payments. I'm growing up so damn fast.. HAHA...yeah right. I'm still as immature as it gets. Sunday...went to that dance. It was kinda lame. I wish !someone! would go! oh-well...Monday...today...woo-hoo! I did absolutely nothing but sit in front of the computer until 5:30 amd I got ready for volleyball open gym. It was okay. Tuesday...June 15, 2004 9:52 p.m. It's been a long time. Well...Let me see. I'm not recapping anything because it's too boring. But just a little I guess... Tenielle was in South Carolina. She is now home. Sarah's Sixteenth Birthday Party was fun. She liked her CD player we got her. It was a fun day. She's got her permit and I saw your drive past yesterday when I was mowing. Stay off the roads..playing!! I really need a job...lol...I worked on mowing the lawn today and the other night it stormed and a tree fell down so I got suckered into helping move that after dad cut it up. It stunk! I'm not too fond of "man" work. I would've been satisfied just doing laundry or sitting on my ass..lol. But yeah...nothing too exciting. I'm babysitting both Friday and Saturday this weekend. So Im getting paid bitch! lol ***You fall in love and then right back out*** Friday...June 4, 2004 4:14 p.m. YIPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Today was the last day of school and I loved it to pieces! First period (History) I took my final. We had to write these essays, well one of four choices, and I think I did really good. We had to write at least 2 but I wrote two and a half because I was getting fired up about it...lol...But Ms. Gillette bought us Pizza. It was so nice of her because our class treated her like crap-ola...well half of us I guess. But Yeah! Second period, I didn't go. I went to Miss Noble's and took my algebra final. She said that I better have gotten an A on it. I really hope I did but I doubt it....When I was leaving she told me, well I guess I will have you next year and I had to tell her that I was going to vo-tech for Cosmetology and she wigged out...lol...But I told her that I will try and take math back here at Valley so that way I will still have her for Geometry. That's not really how I wanted it to go, but she said I was REAL smart (not so true). ANyways! Third Period Vanyo's first and second semester College Prep classes went out to the softball fields and played for a long time. I did really good. My team won by three!! I was so excited and it was real fun. I think this was the best last day of school for a long time. But anyways....on to fourth period...lol...Yeah....I'm a whore...but SCHOOL IS OVER!~ Tuesday...June 1, 2004 9:46 p.m. Whoa! Today was busy. I had a test in History that hopefully passed or scored decently on. I really need to get a good grade in that class. During second period we watched Lord of the Rings: Return of the King. Didn't watch it really. I talked with Derek and Brett. School is getting sooo old! Only Three more days....Wednesday....Thursday....Friday....and then I'm outa there!!!! I cannot wait! This summer is going to be great! I'm going to exercise and diet all summer...lol...well we'll see how that goes. I'd like to get in shape and STAY in shape for as long as I can. I'll have cheerleading to keep my busy during the summer too and we have to weightlight : ( ...Well I don't know. Dad took me to wal*mart after school, and I dropped off my film. I hope to god that it will be done by SOON! I Hope to god that my pictures of me and matt are reeeaaalll good! LOVE IT! Monday...May 31, 2004 8:53 p.m. Happy Memorial Day! I did go to camp with Tenielley. It was fun. I got a huge ass gut now though! We left Friday afternoon/evening/night and got there..lol. Not real sure on the exact details. I have been exhausted this whole weekend! Well hey...I'm bored as hell so don't forget about the add on site... http://suzanne88.6.freeservers.com Thursday...May 27, 2004 9:19 p.m. OH!! I have a history final to be studying for but I really don't want to! I am so sick of school and I just wish it would be over. There are five more days. I am so glad Memorial Day weekend is coming up though. I will get a little bit of a break. I might be going to camp with Tenielle but I am not real sure if she is going to go or not. 5 MORE DAYS! I cannot wait. That is pretty much all I can say. It is something I really need. Plus someone....:) Matt is going on Vacation to Myrtle Beach....woo-hoo! But yeah...can't talk to him for a week. I'M SICK OF SCHOOL! Seniors' last night is tomorrow. Those lucky bastards! I've been writing a lot. Just sometimes my thoughts and opinons or just what is on my mind at the moment. Wrote a keep today during first period. It's in red font on the Song Lyrics and My Poems page. Just in case you want to read it. Um...nothing is really new....I'm out...Bye! FIVE MORE DAYS!!!
Sunday...04.11.04...12:00 a.m. Saturday...04.10.04...11:47 a.m. It's pretty damn early and I'm up, dressed, and mostly ready. Mark stopped by this morning while I was still sleeping and dropped off some sega games! Love it...so now I have sonic2 that I can fool around with. It's freaking amazing! But anways, I have to babysit again tonight from 5:30 until who knows when. Hopefully not too! late. Oh-well, it's twenty dollars in my pocket! I made 30 yesterday so that will be a whole into my pocket. I love having money! I've been pretty busy this weekend. It's kinda suprising but I haven't been to Erie this whole weekend. There is still Sunday though but I doubt it, unless Caleb wants to but I doubt it. Oh-well just felt the need to write something in here..GOod Bye Beautiful! Friday/Saturday...04.09.04...11:56 p.m. Saturday...03.27.03...9:52 p.m. Saturday...03.13.03...10:19 p.m. Monday...01.19.04 Yeah, well there was no school today. Yay Martin Luther..haha. Well Saturday was another lovely skiing experience. I fell a couple times but I am over my fear of going fast. It was lovely. I was feeling rather gutsy this saturday. Haha. I hopped on the ski lift with one of Julie's friend's Jason. He's pretty nice. I don't know why I got on with him though. It just happend. Well On the way up to peak'n'peak I rode with Ben and Shane and Harmony. I found Julie prett fast. I love skiing with those girls. Towards the end up the night I found Ben and Shane and those guys and we were with them for a little bit but we went our seperate ways..lol. Shane likes me. It's so cute. But no..haha. Today we had practice from 3-5. It was about as eventful as any other practice. Not very. The new semester starts on Wednesday. It's going to stink because I have Gillete for homeroom. PLUS!!! I don't have art! AND!!! I have no classes with Jim which really bites the big one.
10.18.03 1:32 p.m. 10.08.03 3:42 p.m. (waste of a day) Today was so stupid...I was in an awful mood all day and I'm sure it pissed everyone off. THe announced Homecoming Court. Ninth grade girls are Tenielle Bechtel, Sarah Field, Erin Faust, Brittany Roberts and me. I actually made court...dude...The boys are. Brett Askey, Mitchell Shreve, Ronny Spo, Cody Shidemantle and Alex Varee. I'm not sure who I am walking with but I'll just let them choose. I guess I'm getting somewhat excited about walking on court. It'll be fun . but hopefully I'll be in a good mood acutally and make the best out of it. hell, I might even win 10.07.03 8:50 p.m. Oh god...today was awful...I've been so depressed lately and it's stupid because there is no reason for it! (It's not you...it's me)MAKE ME HAPPY aGAIN!!...Well On Thursday we're having a bonfire up at the highschool and the cheerleaders are cheering at that and JV gets to cheer at the Varsity game...I'm so excited! I'm getting ready WOO WOO WOO!....haha...yeah....Good Night You ... maybe I'll forget about all this and just sleep away it all.... 10.04.03 1:40 a.m. Well today was predicted to be the best game of the season. Conneaut Valley vs. Linesville. At school we had a quick pep assembly. But anyways....to the game. They were sooo awesome! The final score was 14-13..VALLEY! We finally beat linesville! ON THEIR HOMECOMING NIGHT TOO!!! It was wicked! Justin and Matt were there and we introduced Matt to Erin (he wants her...haha)But anyways....it was a great game...a little chilly and quite windy but it was sweet! 09.29.03 8:22 p.m. Well There was a good game today! On the way to Cambrige Springs mom got us lost! I told her to go down the road we were supposed to be nope...she flew right by it...We were only a couple of minutes late. The final score was 12-0! Ha! We won! I think everyone did great! Next football game will be Friday at Linesville! The biggest game of the year...Be there or be square! 09.29.03 7:24 a.m. Last night was soo fun! But screw it! I'm only going dancing there for another Weekend because it's ridiculus! They always say that it's the last dance and then when it is they say they are continuing on for another two weeks. So I'm gonna have to stop this insanity! Today I think I am going to the JV Football game in Cambrige but right now it's raining pretty hard so if it continues I doubt I will. Well I'm out of here...School time.... 09.28.03 11:55 p.m. Well...it's Matt's birthday...Happy Birthday...haha...I've been slacking on my entries but anyways...I've had a great weekend so far. Friday was a Varsity Football game against Cambrige Springs...VALLEY WON!! (35-6) And afterwards there was a dance. It was really fun. They played some awesome songs and everything...yeah....haha. Then on Saturday I went with my mother to visit my grandma...she's doing much better! And after that I went out to dinner, with my parents, Greg, Peggy, Caleb, Jaclyn, and Paul to applebees. It's was awful! haha, the food took forever. But our waiter was kinda hot. After dinner, the parentals were going over to Askey's for a party but me and Paul went over to his grandma's house where David was a watched a movie. I think it was called "No One Else" I'm not sure, but it was funny. Then got home around midnight and slept for hours, got up super early for some unknown reason and here I am. Today is the Sunday Night Kissfm dance thing and I'm definently going! Sarah is coming too! It's going to be awesome! SHe's a first timer. It's the last one though. There'll be more next year and oh! On October 11th is our Homecoming dance. I'm going to go with Jeremy and yeah, that's all my Homecoming plans so far. I think Tenielle and Sarah will stop by because I'm doing there hair, Kayla too, not quite sure just yet. Well I'm done for now....Love you all 09.06.03 10:14 p.m. Well school started on the 27th and yeah that was interesting. I hate it! but I'm slowly getting used to it. 1st and 2nd period suck but after that I guess it's decent because I got first lunch with the boys and then in English we're reading ROmeo and Juliet and that is my favorite! and then art. I love art! haha...Well Yeah I'm just gonna fast forward til today. Today I had cheerleading practice from 2-4. That was some extreme cheerleading..haha...We are pretty ready for our competition on the 13th! I'm excited. Yeah... I'm whooped so I'm going to bed...Tenielle just wanted me to start adding some things to my site because she was getting bored with reading the same old crap-ola....Later Babes! 08.20.03 Oh geez! Yesterday I went to the fair with Kayla and Tenielle! It was really hot but towards the end it was a blast. We rode one ride and the dude that was running it scared the bajeezers out of Tenielley. But we were walking Ashley back to where her stuff was Tenielle started tripping Kayla and she got her like 7 times in a row so then I started to trip Tenielle and it turned into an all-out trip war. I almost fell flat on my face because I lifted my right foot up as I was walking and Tenielle tripped my left foot and yeah...Close One!!! We were going to trip strange boys but we couldn't. It was so funny. I almost pissed myself at one point...Well over-all good tyme! 08.18.03 11:59 p.m. I'm sitting here alone not knowing what to do...Well I had fun at camp! Many things happened. But overall...I had fun. I was being very negative and bitchy, I think. The dance at camp was fun. But I'm not going into details but camp time was 'fun!' Sunday night just me and Tenielle went to the kissfm dance (without Kayla :(... ) It was fun. I played human musical chairs but I didn't win...haha...I got tyed on this one guy with a fat chick and she beat me when we had to arm wrestle for it. Oh-well! Today is Monday and what a blue monday it was. I guess my grandma is sick but I'm not really sure what is going on... 8.15.03 5:39 p.m. I got my hair cut yesterday!!! It is so cool. It's really short though. Me and Mom got ours cut. Mom's is a little shorter than mine but I like it. There was a blackout yesterday too. Damn electricity. I have no idea what I would do without it! I'm going to camp later tonight with Tenielle and Kayla. Hopefully I'll be able to see Matt and hopefully he doesn't hate my hair...hehe. Yeah....so 08.11.03 9:11 p.m. Well I've been pretty busy lately. Yesterday Evening I went to the kissfm dance with Tenielle and Kayla and it was Hawaiin night so us three girls wore Grass skirts, coconut bras, and our lays. I won a dance contest fer shakin my ba-tooty! haha. I got a Kissfm t-shirt signed by Bo and Drew Love. (Tenielle loves Bo!) It's a little big though...but it'll shrink. Well I think it was Thursday night Tenielle was over and my parents and Brett's parents went out to dinner so brett came over too. We were bored so we decided to ride the fourwheeler but since there was three of us we hooked a saucer sled up to the back. I let Tenielle drive and me and Brett took turns riding on the sled. But I must say that Brett wussied out on it because I was on the sled most of the time. My injuries were...there. I got a big bruise on my ass and scratches from the grass on the back of my thighs. I almost smashed into a pine tree but I rolled off the sled into some weeds. I guess Tenielle barely missed it and she didn't even see it. But yes...there were a couple times where I had to roll into the weeds. But over all I had fun until we were going too fast and I would fly up beside the fourwheeler and the rope that was holding the sled on would go under the tires and I'd get sucked up real close to the fourwheeler. Yeah...it was a little scary. Then I flew off backwards somehow and smacked my head of the ground. It hurt and that's when we went inside because I fell all out of sorts. It was great...haha...I'm going to camp this weekend coming up and I have cheerleading practice tomorrow so I might have another update soon! 07.29.03 9:38 p.m. Today was fun. Well yesterday I spent the night at Sarah's house and then today Brett and Cody came over and we all went fourwheeler riding (Me, Lou, Holly, Frankie, Cody and Brett.)It was fun. Frankie was a pain in the ba-tooty!!! We had mud fights. Everyone got stuck at least once. I think I have mud oozing out my brains! haha. I'm kinda hyper right now. somewhat.Well I'm out like a fat chick in dodgeball!!! 07.28.03 11:54 a.m. Some things are too good to be true and it's like I'm a magnet to them. It's my fault because I'm a dumbass. 07.27.03 12:34 a.m. SWEET! haha....Today was my cousin Brett's Wedding. (Brett and Elaine Agnew!) We were in charge of Kyle and Nate. They're so funny! Well anyways we went to the wedding and all that and Nate kept injuring himself so we went to the reception fer a little bit. Then I had to be in the Homecoming Parade fer Cheerleading. It was really fun!! We did really good I think, people said we did too so I believe them. :D It was great! Me and Sarah walked down to the fair and hung out thurr fer a little bit and we boxed in the ring...and I won...haha...I had fun. It was the last night of the fair so I talked to bout everybody. Later when my cousins got the the fair I boxed with my cousin Greer and I beat the living crap out of him. Oh It's funny...There were some pretty good fights going on in the ring. Well yeah...I think the best part of the evening was cheering in the parade! It was my first time in the parade fer cheerleading and I didn't mess up at all. Well yeah...I'm going dancing tomorrow! 07.24.03 8:45 p.m. I was so happy this afternoon. You wouldn't have been able to whipe the smile off my face. But I guess things change. I went to go tell my mom that I didn't want to go school shopping as long as I could redo my room and she hit me with the worst news ever! She told me that I could have Caleb's room because he's moving to Erie before September. So I locked myself in my room and cried my eyes out. I'm going to live in this house without my brother! It's going to be awful. I don't even think I want his room. It would be so weird. I don't know what to do. At this point I think I'm actually going to move my things into Caleb's room if he doesn't care when he leaves. I wish he could stay at home. I feel like I'm losing my best friend. 07.24.03 11:14 a.m. Yesterday was..."fun." No it was great. Matt, Dillon, and Ryan went to our little Homecoming Fair. It was cool. Me and Tenielle walked from her house and we saw the three boys and Kayla standing right out front. It was funny because me and Tenielle are blind as can be and we were trying to figure out who it was. I'm not going into details fer the evening's happenings but I got called something from a former boyfriend and that was the only downfall of the evening. I smiled so much my jaw started cramping. I'm a nerd. Well Yeah...like I said I wasn't going into to details...Matt please don't use the 'L' word. It frightens me. 07.21.03 2:16 p.m. (My Fourth Attempt) Well my weekend was very awesome! I'll try and start from the beginning. Tenielle, Kayla, and I arrived at camp and we automatically dropped off our bags and hopped on a golf cart. We were driving around fer a while and we spotted the pink truck. (Ryan, Dillon and two unknown passengers soon to be known as Matt & Steve-O) So we pulled into the parking lot and were talking. Right when we pulled in Dillon jumped out and gave Kayla a big hug. (Aww...how sweet? haha) The boys were being stupid and funny and of course we laughed at them. Bet fer some reason we had to part ways but we told them to go to the dance. So at around 9-9:30 we got to the dance but it sucked so we started to go to the old folk's dace and we saw Dillon and Steve-O walking over so we sat on the benches and were being dumb. Some little girl came up to us describing someone and was touching herself which was very frightening. She left and we decided to walk over to the basketball court where Matt and Ryan were playing. After a while me and Tenielle were playing. I suck but Matt has got some sick moves. Out of nowhere "Cotton Eyed Joe" starts playing at the Old Folk's dance so Kayla and me take off and Tenielle comes shortly after. So we danced to that song and then we came back and told the guys why we took off but then we had to head back to camp because of curfew. So Matt and Dillon walked us home. Tenielle, Matt, and I held hands part way. (weird? Yes) But that way Dillon and Kayla could walk by themselves. But eventually we made it back. I gave Matt a tiny hug. Kayla stayed with the boys but me and Tenielle went to get a beverage but I came back to Kayla and the boys and Kayla told me that Matt thought I didn't like him (which is so not true) so I gave him a big and better hug...haha. but then went inside and ate! Kayla came in shortly after. We talked about "Shtuff" and tried to sleep. I was up until like 3 or 4 just thinking about things. We woke up early (9:20) and got ready (bla bla bla) We drove around but then me and Tenielle had to werk. But Kayla brought Dillon and Matt to come visit us while we were werking. When we got done werking we introduced Tenielle's mom to the boys and we told her they were a little gay and she said, "That alright, I'm gay half the time." It was funny! Well then it was time fer them to leave so we drove them back to their place and hung out there fer a bit. We said our good-bye's, exchanged hugs, ate each other's hands (haha) and then we took off. Shortly after that we came home. I went to the kissfm dance. It wasn't as fun as last weekend's dance. But up to today now....Electricity went out while I was attempting to write this out (which I've finally succeeded at...so far) Well here is the advice that I will give any guy. "Always take chances, you never know what you might miss out on" 07.19.03 12:37 a.m. Alrighty. Well Things have been insane this week. I hadn't heard from Jimmy since That sunday afternoon on the 14th. He didn't bother calling or getting online or stopping or ANYTHING! That really bothered me but I just ignored it until Thursday night after cheerleading practice. Mom picked me up and we drove into Springboro to go to the bar to get beer(not fer me)but guess who I see standing out in front of Movies 'n' More?! James Alen PAYNE! He didn't even give me a glance so I walked directly into the bar and directly out without looking at him. When we pulled out I know he was looking at me! Oh Why does he not like me! It makes me feel like I'm nothing and no one cares about me. I'm such a loser. Well all the mayhem occured on Thursday (just so you know)But Today is Friday ... well it was and I rode my bike down to Tenielle's house. Tenielle, Kayla, and I went to the park and played basketball a little bit and then we swung/swang (whatever)haha. Then we went to Ruth's Dinor and ate. Then we just pissed around at Tenielle's house. Ain't life dandy!? hell no...I wrote a poem today. It's in the shopping page. Check it out y'all 07.14.03 1:30 p.m. Last night was awesome! I went to the Kissfm dance with Tenielle and Kayla and it was soo much fun. We got there a little early so we rode a ride and then we went in but they steenkin money taker said that the price is five dollars now instead of three. But it was well worth it! It was great...They were throwing out glow bracelets and I ended up getting four instead of one because I so rock...lol. But anyways I was wearing a white tank top so I put two over my boobs and one in front of my crotch and one over my butt. It was pretty sweet. I only got second though. Tyson got first but he only had one stickin through his tongue. Oh-well then all these guys kept on trying to dance with me, Tenielle, Kayla, and Jenny. It was funny though. 07.13.03 1:38 a.m. Well I wrote this once but I hit the wrong button so I have to start all over again. Okay so here goes. Well from Thursday through Saturday (today) I had cheer camp from 7:45-3:15. Early morning are awful especially when you're extremely sore. It was really fun though. We learned how to stunt which is awesome because I'm a base and I get to lift and throw everybody. I get to lift my best friend Sarah! We always learned how to improve our jumps plus some new ones, New cheers with stunts and lots of movement, and a dance routine that we will probably use fer competition. Today was the last day...it was fun! Then my family went to Sara's open house (friend of the family). It was really fun. I hung out with David, Paul, and Brett at the beginning and then towards the end I hung out with my brother and his friends because they're drunk and funny *haha*. David, Paul, and Brett kept trying to get into the alcohol which the occasionally succeeded. I stuck to the Root Beer. But my brother is a really funny person and he doesn't mind that I hang out with him and his friends because I'm old enough to know better than to embarrass him. He's awesome. Him and Eddie were hilarious! (Ed has three tongue rings) *thumbs up* it looks neat. Well anyways I was having a great time and my parents wouldn't let me stay the night :(. I got the whole "We trust you, we just don't trust other people" which was totally stupid because My brother was staying the night too. But that's how parents are and they have they're reasons (weird ones) but they have them. I'll figure that out when I have kids someday. Hell I'll probably never have kids let alone get married! 07.08.03 9:29 p.m. Okay...today started out kinda good. Jimmy came over and we hung out. He's darling...lol...then we he left shortly after my cousin Brooke and Christine (spelling?) came over. I guess Christine is going to live in Meadville. She's really nice even though I've met her twice...I think I've finally lost it... My bad mood comes every night and tonight I keep on crying and it's awful! I just want to snap out of it. Hopefully tomorrow when I'm with Maggie and Abby it'll be better. I love those girls 07.08.03 12:28 a.m. I've decided that for this page I will make somewhat daily journal entries...Yesterday Tenielle, Alexis, Kayla, and I went to CLP to the kissfm dance...It was really fun. I woke up late the next day and then at 6pm I went to my Cheerleading meeting. I made the JV football cheerleading squad and we have Cheer Camp coming up this week on Thursday, Friday, and Saturday. I guess it's suposed to be extremely hard but at least that will help when we go to competitions. I was in my "Evelyn" mood again tonight as usual. I somewhat cheered up when I talked to Jimmy but it'll probably be back tomorrow evening. |
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