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Monday January 31, 2005 8:40 p.m. (long time no words)

Holy cow! Ive been slacking with this site. I'm soo lazy and sooo busy....with work, school, and dillon i havent had much time to do much to my establishment. well i believe im going to put some pics on here so ! check er out!



Tuesday November 30, 2004 3:59 p.m.

Yeah...Life is Grand! haha....November 27th will be a day to remember for the rest of my life. But First I will start out my vacation. Wednesday was the end of the week for us. I was bumming it and then i came home and slept til the next morning...no joke...Thursday was Thanksgiving of course! I definently had my fill. We didn't get too big of a crowd this year. It was just Mom, Dad, Caleb, Jaclyn, Dee Dee, Brooke, Johnny, Jimi, Jean, Kyle and Nate. But all in all it was a good evening with the family. Now for Friday...Well Me and Dad met Dillon because he came over. He's great. We just watched movies. After a while we went with Caleb and Jaclyn to Blockbuster just for something to do. Oh and when we got back we watched Best of Will Ferell  ( the first one )  . It wasnt as funny as the second one is. So me and dillon went back to my room and finished watching Office Space. Took him to Sheetz' at about 11:30 and that was that. haha! Okay But SATURDAY! The DOnnas ConCERT!!! It was a glorious day! Okay well first of all. I drove all the way to Pittsburgh. I didn't do bad at all except for the fact that we got a little lost but not my fault and i almost ran a stop light. But nothing bad...nothing bad at all. Well we got at the venue at about 5:15. Walked up and the Donnas were doing their sound check! It was sweet. Well we walk up to the door and it says "Meet ' n ' Greet" at 5:30. So me and mom get in line talk to some guys standing by us for something to do. Well 5:30 rolls around and the line is moving and we're getting closer to the door. It's for Donnaholics only and my subscription ended! I was saddened. But mom asked her if we could go in anyways because it was my birthday ! haha...and she let us!! I ALMOST CRIED SEVERELY!!! But I kept it together. It was so insane though! I actually met the donnas. I talked to each of them, got my picture taken with each of them, and got all their autographs. I was like in HEAVEN!!! They all were really nice and very friendly. Well we had to let them go get ready at 6:00. So me and mom walked around pittsburgh and got some French Fries at this one restaurant. It was all an experience. Okay well we go back to the World. 7:00...time for stuff to get rolling. Well I bought a Donnas Hood, Tshirt, and these pins with each of their faces on it and a keychain. Well me and mom are standing by the bar and this guy comes up and asks if we have any gum and im like no sorry...TURNS OUT he was the bass player for the first opening band. Blue EPIC!!! They are really good and i liked them a lot. The Second band was Starlite Desperation. Their Drummer was hilarious! He made all these faces when he's drumming and stuff. But they all were good. Third Band up was Von Bondies. They're quality. They sound different Live then the stuff that i downloaded. But this kid that stood beside me, me and him were talking when they were switching equipment for the bands. ( We were right up in front but there were these two older stupid lame guys in front of us ) He said when the donnas come out we're kicking those old guy's asses outa the way and we're getting up there. But we didn't : ( .... Okay But The Donnas! They CAME ON! It was the greatest in the whole entire world . I was so close to them I could've just reached up and touched them. It was great. I took tons of pictures! So I'll probably make another Website with just those pictures on it and stuff like that. But we will see how it goes. Okay well oh that was the greatest experience! I was getting a little upset because they hadnt done "Take It Off" (my favorite) But guess what the last song was? TAKE IT OFF!!!! But after the concert a lot of people cleared out. But me and mom stuck around by the stage. Mom asked them if they were handing out guitar picks and the roadie whips one of Torry's Drumsticks out and hands it to us! Then in a few they threw guitar picks! I got soo many. But i gave the kid that i stood by three of them for him and the two girls that he was with. But I went and bought a poster too and at the other counter the bands were standing around so you could chat with them and sign up for the mailing list. And the Bass Player from Blue Epic was the only one by his list so i went over and signed up for it and i said hey you guys were awesome and stuff and i had him sign a napkin. He acted all shocked that i wanted his autograph. But hey...i had his autograph before that band got big! I'll remember that. Oh it was great. Well we headed Home...Good Day was had by all! Well we're coming through Conneaut Lake and we stopped at the Wind Jammer because it was Moon's Birthday. So ma proceeded to have another alcoholic beverage . Moon was soo drunk. He was talking to me asking me if I had a boyfriend and if he treats me good and i said yeah and yeah. and he's like he better....and that love stuff is some really powerful shit...and how his wife cant keep his hands off of him while she is about five feet away. But it was funny....well we're leaving and he goes to me again and says " Whatever they tell you to do...do the exact opposite " So im going to take that to heart and it'll be how i live..haha..maybe. Well Sunday...I was to go to Dillon's house so I drug myself out of bed and made myself look presentable and off to Franklin I went. Well as always i had a lovely time. Well more than lovely! He's great! I wore my donnas' hood! haha...and i gave him one of my donna guitar picks. He played me parts to some songs...it was sweet. I never thought that i would find a boy like him that likes me like he does. Its' grand! Monday was gay. Today was sort of fun...well fourth period was! I was going crazy!



Saturday November 20, 2004 9:48 p.m.

well okay! haha! Today was a good day....Yes it has been forever since i last wrote something or updated any part of the sites...im sorry...especially to you tenielle since you bitch about it all the time...haha..
Well Im sixteen now...TUrned 16 on the sixteenth! But like all birthdays...it was the same as any other day.. Dillon came over on the 13th....we hung out...watched some movies. Its sort of hard catching up on a good month and some. Im sure everyone has heard about the cheerleading bullshit! But yeah...I got my permit this thursday! Barely passed it but i did! haha. okay fast forward to today. Well Dillon got here around ten. He is so great! He brought me flowers (pretty pretty flowers) . And whenever someone asks me what i want for my birthday i say i want a pony. Dillon bought me this cute little pink pony. its great! He's so great! We watched some movies and just kinda hung out. It was a good time. Well tonight was also the sports banquet. Dillon came with us. At our table it was me, dillon, sarah, tiffany, harmony, tenielle, and matt. Well of course i picked the table that eats last but we got up earlier than we were supposed to and got in line with jaclyn because there was no way i was waiting that damn long for food that isn't even that good. haha. im a bitch but. it was good. Well they were announching and talking and all that and Its time for the cheerleaders. I just leaned against the wall and listened to stephanie and all her bullcrap! Me and sarah kept looking back and forth between each other rolling our eyes because we really know it all. But she calls your name and you're supposed to go to her to get your certificate and whatever else you recieve and hug her. oh hell no! she calls my name i go straigh to mr. korcinsky to get my letter and take the certificate out of her hand and go back to my place on the wall. No one has any idea how much MORE hate i have for that woman. SHe's disgusting and she makes me want to vomit! but anyways after i got my letter mom took me and dillon back to the house ( well i drove ) haha. But we watched the beginning of 2fast2furious but after a bit of it his parents came. he's so great...



Monday October 25, 2004 11:10 p.m. ( The Day After )

Monday ! Today was Personal Service day at tech. Heather Haycraft colored the lower back part of my hair a dark dark dark brown amost black. I enjoy it. Brittany is finally back at school! I was glad to see her. She's pretty far behind though. Well Before I get too far into today I need to catch up on my weekend. Friday's football game was in Saegertown. We lost of course :'( 37-6...Cheerleaders suck just as bad if not worse than the football team. I wasnt having a great day and i just about wanted to quit right then and there. But Im still doing it! But Saturday i went with mom and dad out to dinner at this place so far away.. I had a pretty okay meal though. But Sunday! Best day of the weekend. I made a trip to Franklin to see Dillon. It was an excellent day! Well me and mom went to the gas station where i was suposed to call him to have him meet me there...Well I go to call and i have no reception what so ever! So we had to drive a little bit down the road to get some reception...I was flipping out! haha But I got a hold of him and we went back to the gas station to meet him. Shortly Him and his ma pulled in. Mom had a short speak with his mom and I hopped in the jeep and we went to his house. He was watching James Bond before he left to meet me so we finished watching that movie. First James Bond Movie i ever saw! It was weird but he just kinda talked throughout it. We watched Hardball too...I love that movie. 'Cept Dillon kept on lying to me when i didn't want to watch when G-Baby was dying. He kept on telling me it was over when it wasnt! Then we watched the football game...Philadelphia against Cleveland. That is how you are suposed to watch football! That day was one of the best days I've had in soo long! and another first! We went to Red Lobster for dinner and that was the first time i was ever there! It was insane! Well I better get to bed....Its about an hour past my bedtime... :) I just wanted everyone to know i had an amazing Sunday.




Saturday October 16, 2004 5:29 p.m. (Sweetest Day)

Today is Sweetest Day...not very sweet for me but you know. I haven't put anything on here is quit some time so I figured I'd write a little something something. Well Last night our football team lost again as usual....against Eisenhower...40 something to 6. Nothing new. It was so damn cold and was misting. Afterwards a bunch of us were going out to Brett's house. Holly came with me. And the McMillan Boys, Sarah, Ronald, Derek, Bryan Lambert, Steve Lucas, Jordan Varee, Jordan Whitman, Tyler Mattera, Jeff Bishop, and Brett...of course, was there. I didn't get home til around 1:30 and didn't wake up until 2:30 today. It was insane. Im still not fully awake but oh-well....i guess this will do for now.



Sunday September 5, 2004 1:13 a.m.

Well I've made it through my first three day week of shool. I love Vo-tech but regular school is lame...haha. But Yeah. I'm up a little late but oh well. Can't sleep real well I guess. Im not tired. Sort of. But Yeah ... dont want to comment on Friday. But Yeah Saturday...Woke up around eight because we had cheerleading practice at 9-10:30...It was a usual practice...if you know what I mean. But my life is pointless...I babysat Kyle and Nate at my hosue! Insanity. We walked over to the elementary play ground and they ran wild over there for a while. They can be so good at times and so bad at the same time.!!



Monday August 30, 2004 10:35 a.m.

School is in two more days... Not looking forward to it actually. Well I had cheerleading practice this morning from 8-10!!! That is insane and i never went to bed until like around three! So I basically got no sleep. But I dont really care. Im not tired and I wasn't last night either so it's all good. Yesterday Joe stopped over for a bit. I made him a copy of the dashboard confessional CD. But i was out in the valley freeze waiting and Chris taught me how to snap a straw. It was sweet. I never knew how to do it before. Oh-well....Joe was out there til about 11. He pretty much ran away when daddy came out to close the valley freeze. But Yeah I think today I'm moving stuff in and outa my room. At Caleb's new place they gave him a single bed so he's giving me his double mattresses so I am going to use that and Im going to get new sheets and all that. Hopefully something bright and friendly! haha...and I want to buy some shelves so i can have those on my one wall to keep the stuff that I usually have underneath my bed. I'll get it organized one of these days. We are getting cheerleading pictures tomorrow. I'll probably look like shitt! as always. Well I'm going to go watch Ellen. I've been missing montel a lot because of cheerleading!!! Not cool...



Memory of
ROCCO LUKE ZICARELLI

Date if Birth - February 10, 1989
Date of Death - August 23, 2004

Funeral Service
11:00 A.M. Saturday, August 28, 2004
Coleman Funeral Home

Rocco -- You'll have to save Sarah and me a seat by you in Heaven. Just how we would sit together in lunch everyday. You will be in our hearts and minds forever and always. I know you're watching over all of us. You're an amazing person. Your life was taken far too soon. A young boy shouldn't be taken so soon.

#62!

No eye has seen, nor ear heard, nor the heart of man conceived, what Got has prepared for those who love Him.      
1 Corinthians 2:9



Thursday...August 5, 2004 11:27 p.m.

sweetness...I just got back from Brett's house...Today was somewhat eventful...I missed montel today though : ( I just layed in bed and listened to the radio. But I did hear a very good song i like..."Baby I'm Amazed" by Paul McCartney. I enjoy it....I think I'll put it on my "I love matt cd." But yeah I tanned for a while. Caleb got home around 1:00 and I cleaned his car inside and out and he said I could drive it. sweetness.... But yeah...i went to Brett's around 8:45 and picked up Jen and Tenielle. I rock at pool! haha...not really but you know. I like to think that I am good. We played team's most of the time. My team always won : )...so I guess that is good. But once i was played stefan and he is amazing and i beat him!! Only because he knocked the eightball in though. But I still won! haha. and I totally suck at halo! Mitchell kept killing me without even giving me a chance! I dont care. The boys are obsessed with it and I think its a really stupid game. But I'll keep going to the boy's halo parties because that is what I do.


Monday...August 2, 2004 12:05 a.m.

my god...haha! I freaking love it! Matt has came and saw me so much. Last Sunday and he came to the kissfm dance to 'surprise' me! I had a feeling he was coming because he asked me the day before if i was going to be there but it was still real sweet. I love it! And on the 31st...day of the parade...haha...that was a hell of a day. They had told me that they (matt dillon and steve) were going to be out here at 11!! and I was going crazy trying to get a hold of them to tell them that was far too early but didnt work. Mom dad and me were driving through conneautville because we were going to our family reunion and I saw three guys sitting on a bench outside of ruth's old building and not until we passed that I realized it was them and i said something to mom and she said that they could go with us so we turned around and picked em up and they went to the reunion with us! It was quite funny because they felt so outa place and really didn't want to be there. But we didn't stay long because there wasn't that many people there. So we all went back to my house and we just hung out in my room. It was so much fun. And I had to be down at the white church at 5 so we could be ready for the parade and yeah...It poured and us cheerleaders were wearing white t-shirts....so hot...haha...we did a good job I guess...after the parade tenielle and kayla found me and the boys and we went to eat at Buckley's. It was funny. THey pick on Tenielle so bad but i love it. Mostly matt but....its hilarious...We went down to the fair. It was sooo muddy. Sarah FINALLY met matt! Which I was happy because I always talk about him and she has no idea who he is. so she finally knows.  But yeah...we rode the berry-go-round twice. i got sick again and so did matt...but it was fun. I llike him a lot. whole lots. But anyways....Today he came to the dance again! Waa-hoo. amazing....



Thursday...July 22, 2004 4:05 p.m.

Okay...Only got to watch a half hour of montel this morning. I sort of slept in. Oh-well. I'm a montel addict. Well I rode out to Mark's today and we played some Xbox...I kicked his ass at my atv game. Love it...and I haven't even played it in a while. But yeah...When I was driving on my way out there I saw Jimmy at Mariah's house. haha...I hope he knew it was me and exactly where I was going because I'm not too fond of him. But anyways...On my way home i drove past paul's house and he was driving a little dirt bike...it was funny but caleb is being an ass...just thought that needed to be wrote down. Me and mom are going to be going to wal*mart here in a while...so yeah...I dont' really have a point to anything that I am writing. Cheerleading practice tomorrow from 9-12...and I'm out...Later 



Thursday...July 15, 2004 6:33 p.m.

Whoa...I just had an awesome yet crazy dream...haha...I sort of wish it was real but yeah. After about five minutes of waking up I knew it wasn't real. But It was weird. Like Matt lived like just a couple houses down from Mark and I was so afraid to stop and yeah. I dont know. But he was in it and I loved it. I have been having crazy dreams. The other day I had a dream with Dobber in it and like it was like one of those real dreams but one of the points was that he's going to be out and about for four years. I wonder if that is going to be one of those dreams that comes true. Oh-well...Life is Crazy! Well last night I stayed the night at Sarah's. We watched The Country Music Fest!! haha. It was alright. Brad Paisley is pretty damn hot...haha! But it wasn't that bad. We had cheerleading practice from 9-11 down at Lord Mason Park. It was a normal practice. I guess we are definently going to be in the parade and we are teaching everybody the dance that we did last year for competition. I've forgetten it towards the end but I will get it pretty quick. Sarah wont be able to be in the parade though! It' stinks. OH! and BRittany Kaiser broke her ankle and is in summer school. How like her..lol...well hopefully this will go well. Well I am going to get going. I have to babysit Kyle and Nate tomorrow! *yikes* haha...But I decided that I will bring some crayons and things for them to color and that will entertain them for a while. Well I gues I'm done here....



Wednesday...July 14, 2004 11:47

Whoa...haha. I don't really have anything to write. I'm just terribly bored. I had to go down to the Medical Center in Conneautville at 10 to get a physical for vo-tech. dumb dumb dumb...but Yeah I'm going to go to Sarah's today. Not quite sure when but I guess just whenever dad gets home from work. Oh-well...Well yeah...I don't really have anything to say. Cheerleading Practice tomorrow from 9-11. I hope that'll go well. I guess we are going to do something for the Homecoming parade but that is in two weeks and we haven't done anything yet so.. yeah we'll see how it goes. We'll probably sit around and talk..haha..no I really hope that this season goes real good. It's going to be crap without Sarah on Varsity with me!



Sunday...July 11, 2004 1:43 p.m.

It's been a while since I have wrote an actual little thing. I'm having a very uneventful summer! Everything but what I had imagined...oh-well! Friday night was kind of fun. Alex had a party. I played Halo! haha...I'm very bad...We tried going Cow-tipping but no one would actually go all the way through with it. I was so excited but of course...It didn't happen. Well Saturday I did nothing but play XboX...I have no life...Friday I borrowed a sea-doo racing game from Mark and I played that all day and about finished a career...It's pretty lame though. But I really like the ATV game that Caleb bought. It's real sweet. Yesterday I copmleted an amatuer career and now Im working on my professional career..lol..Im pathetic. Not sure what Im doing most of the day today. Im going to the kissfm dance again tonight. Hopefully it will be fun and not completely lame like it was last time....Im eating a Flavor-Ice...Caleb is addicted...It's crazy...I almost have all of my stuff ready for vo-tech. I just have to buy a pair of shoes and some black pants. I am so excited. Me and mom filled out all the paper work that needs to be sent in. This is going to be soo amazing! I love it. Well I'm going to go shower up...Later!



Thursday...July 8, 2004 7:29 p.m.

current clothing: Blue Jeans and my Pink Blink 182 Shirt
current mood: annoyed, lazy, sick and tired
current taste: Saliva....
current hair: Up in a pony tail.
current annoyance: Overplayed songs on the radio
current smell: My house...it was a nice smell of nothing
current thing you ought to be doing: Sit ups... : )
current jewelry: None actually
current book: No books for me...just my magazines
current refreshment: None but I'd enjoy a bottle of water
current worry: Tomorrow evening
current crush: Ask me and I'll let you know
current favorite celebrity: Travis Barker
current longing: A companion
current music: Yellowcard
current wish: to have more wishes
current lyric in your head: I'm a red neck woman
current makeup (if you're a girl!): None actually...I look pathetic today
current undergarments: My princess underware and a white bra
current regret: I have a lot of regrets...none that need to be explained
current desktop picture: Some blue pattern my dad just has to have
current plans for tonight/weekend: Party at Alex's tomorrow, Probably do somethign with Sarah on Saturday night and Sunday I believe I'm going to go dancing.
current cuss word du jour: Damn and Fuck That Shit
current disappointment: Myself
current amusement: This pathetic website
current IM/person you're talking to: No one !
current love: n/a
current obsession: New ATV game caleb bought for the XboX
current avoidance: people
current thing or things on your wall: stupid stuff...a clock
current favorite book: The Secret Life of Bees
current favorite movie: Ferris Beuler's Day Out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That is my all time favorite movie!




Thursday...July 1, 2004 10:07 p.m.
Happy July! I've wasted half my summer. haha. Oh-well. It's life. I don't have a very exciting one. I cleaned some of the house for mom. I'm such a sweetheart..haha...Dee Dee brought Maggie and Abby up to swim today. They're so cute. I mowed the lawn some of the time though. Nothing Fun. Mom and Dad went to bike night around 6 and then around 8 I went for a ride on the fourwheeler out towards marks' and yeah joe was over there. Boring day.



Monday...June 28, 2004 10:14 p.m.
Hey Babe! My site has been through a long time of neglect...Today's been boring! haha. Well...Let's see...My weekend was fun though! Some of it. Friday...was David and Paul's birthday! They're sixteen. It's crazy. But yeah. It was a big party. Buncha kids and adults. We had suppliers and let's just say it was a fun evening. : ) Saturday morning me and dad went for a bike ride. He had to get it inspected so we had to go to Pro Cycle and there is a car lot down there where dad had his eye on a Beretta. We test drove it...well he drove it...I had shot gun. But it was real nice but then when we got back into Conneautville we stopped at this lot on 18 and there is this amazing 97 Sunfire. GOod Price too! Out of my price range but I'll get a job so I can make payments. I'm growing up so damn fast.. HAHA...yeah right. I'm still as immature as it gets. Sunday...went to that dance. It was kinda lame. I wish !someone! would go! oh-well...Monday...today...woo-hoo! I did absolutely nothing but sit in front of the computer until 5:30 amd I got ready for volleyball open gym. It was okay.

 

Tuesday...June 15, 2004 9:52 p.m.
It's been a long time. Well...Let me see. I'm not recapping anything because it's too boring. But just a little I guess... Tenielle was in South Carolina. She is now home. Sarah's Sixteenth Birthday Party was fun. She liked her CD player we got her. It was a fun day. She's got her permit and I saw your drive past yesterday when I was mowing. Stay off the roads..playing!! I really need a job...lol...I worked on mowing the lawn today and the other night it stormed and a tree fell down so I got suckered into helping move that after dad cut it up. It stunk! I'm not too fond of "man" work. I would've been satisfied just doing laundry or sitting on my ass..lol. But yeah...nothing too exciting. I'm babysitting both Friday and Saturday this weekend. So Im getting paid bitch! lol ***You fall in love and then right back out***


Friday...June 4, 2004 4:14 p.m.
YIPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Today was the last day of school and I loved it to pieces! First period (History) I took my final. We had to write these essays, well one of four choices, and I think I did really good. We had to write at least 2 but I wrote two and a half because I was getting fired up about it...lol...But Ms. Gillette bought us Pizza. It was so nice of her because our class treated her like crap-ola...well half of us I guess. But Yeah! Second period, I didn't go. I went to Miss Noble's and took my algebra final. She said that I better have gotten an A on it. I really hope I did but I doubt it....When I was leaving she told me, well I guess I will have you next year and I had to tell her that I was going to vo-tech for Cosmetology and she wigged out...lol...But I told her that I will try and take math back here at Valley so that way I will still have her for Geometry. That's not really how I wanted it to go, but she said I was REAL smart (not so true). ANyways! Third Period Vanyo's first and second semester College Prep classes went out to the softball fields and played for a long time. I did really good. My team won by three!! I was so excited and it was real fun. I think this was the best last day of school for a long time. But anyways....on to fourth period...lol...Yeah....I'm a whore...but SCHOOL IS OVER!~

Tuesday...June 1, 2004 9:46 p.m.
Whoa! Today was busy. I had a test in History that hopefully passed or scored decently on. I really need to get a good grade in that class. During second period we watched Lord of the Rings: Return of the King. Didn't watch it really. I talked with Derek and Brett. School is getting sooo old! Only Three more days....Wednesday....Thursday....Friday....and then I'm outa there!!!! I cannot wait! This summer is going to be great! I'm going to exercise and diet all summer...lol...well we'll see how that goes. I'd like to get in shape and STAY in shape for as long as I can. I'll have cheerleading to keep my busy during the summer too and we have to weightlight : ( ...Well I don't know. Dad took me to wal*mart after school, and I dropped off my film. I hope to god that it will be done by SOON! I Hope to god that my pictures of me and matt are reeeaaalll good! LOVE IT!


Monday...May 31, 2004 8:53 p.m.
 Happy Memorial Day! I did go to camp with Tenielley. It was fun. I got a huge ass gut now though! We left Friday afternoon/evening/night and got there..lol. Not real sure on the exact details. I have been exhausted this whole weekend! Well hey...I'm bored as hell so don't forget about the add on site... http://suzanne88.6.freeservers.com


Thursday...May 27, 2004 9:19 p.m.
OH!! I have a history final to be studying for but I really don't want to! I am so sick of school and I just wish it would be over. There are five more days. I am so glad Memorial Day weekend is coming up though. I will get a little bit of a break. I might be going to camp with Tenielle but I am not real sure if she is going to go or not. 5 MORE DAYS! I cannot wait. That is pretty much all I can say. It is something I really need. Plus someone....:) Matt is going on Vacation to Myrtle Beach....woo-hoo! But yeah...can't talk to him for a week. I'M SICK OF SCHOOL! Seniors' last night is tomorrow. Those lucky bastards! I've been writing a lot. Just sometimes my thoughts and opinons or just what is on my mind at the moment. Wrote a keep today during first period. It's in red font on the Song Lyrics and My Poems page. Just in case you want to read it. Um...nothing is really new....I'm out...Bye!

FIVE MORE DAYS!!!



Saturday...May 22, 2004 4:19 p.m.
WaHOO!!! Friday was one of the best days!  I was so psyched about it all day! When I got home I just decided that I was going to just leave my hair down. Oh I was so excited. Caleb got an N64 so me and him were playing that for a while. But after a while I got washed up and curled my hair out. I was soo psyched. When we got into Meadville it was showing signs of rain. But Dad still had to go through the carwash..haha..but yeah when we got outa the carwash it was pouring! We had to drive slow. But we got there...When we got to Rocky Grove it was just sprinkling sort of. I called him like right when we got into Rocky Grove and told him we were almost there and he said he'd be waiting on his porch. Well he pulled down his road and yup! Him and his friend were standing out on his porch. Mom insisted! that her and dad drove us to the dance. So they waited in the vehicle while I went inside. I met his mom. She was real nice. Then Ryan came in. and matt's mom was taking pictures and stuff. But then we went to the dance. It was fun. Matt sang "I'm with You" by avril lavigne...haha...it was so cute! I had a great time. I smiled so much that night! I think more than I have this whole month. Oh I had so much fun!!! Well we took him home too. When he got out mom said, Oh I think that boy is in love...lol...I told mom and dad that now dad has to drop me off at his house whenever he goes to work. They laughed at me...so yeah. Then I said while why don't once a week you bring him back to the house. No reply so....maybe these questions that are unanswered are positive and will end up being accepted. Mom said though that maybe we could meet in meadville sometime because I guess that is the halfway point and go to the movies or something or hang out. Maybe go to Chinese...lol...I would really like that! I really like him and I'd like to think that he likes me too! Well I need to be going...I had the best time Friday! ( I made Varsity for Cheerleading )



Tuesday...May 18, 2004 10:04 p.m.
Love it! 12 More School Days! I so cannot wait. I want it to be done and over with. Cheerleading try-outs were today. I think that I did really good. I'm hoping to make Varsity but I guess if I make JV that it will be good too. Friday is the big day! I have to buy a black strapless bra still and make a hair appointment. I guess I probably could do my own hair but I'd rather it be proffesionally done..lol Well I need to get going....!!!!!!!!!



Thursday...May 13, 9:00 p.m.
It's Thursday...School blows!!! Monday some asswhipe stole my dickies purse! and it had my good camera that had a whole roll of pictures on it that I wanted soooo bad!! It pissed me off sooo bad! I cried for a long time. I had to blow off cheerleading practice. But anyways....still not aware of who did it and it pisses me off! But anyways...16 days left of school!!!! I can not wait! The weather has been so nice! I love it. I have gone riding everyday this week. Today I mowed the lawn when I got home from school. Then hopped on the fourwheeler and went out to Paul Bank's house. And we road at the gravel pits and stuff. It was fun. Climbed my first medium/Big hill. But I came home and mom wanted me to go with her to this meth awareness thing down at the springboro firehall. But it was what I saw at school before so I got bored real fast. But i have to get going! I'm talking to Matt! On the 21st I am going to Rocky Grove! He invited me to a dance at his school. So excited! Later!


Sunday...May 9, 2004 12:15 p.m. (Happy Mother's Day)

It's mothers day! I gave my mommy a lily plant. But anways its been a while since I wrote any thing so I'll fill ya in.
Thursday - Well Thursday morning I slept in a skipped first period. No big deal because I hate that class. But it was just a normal day of school. There was cheerleading practice after school but I didn't go because I was so tired and I just didn't really want to. So i came home and watched most of 28 days later. It is kinda stupid I think. But I guess I never finished it. I went to the volleyball game. I was in a bad mood. and I really didn't want to be there. But I was. Valley won all there games.
Friday - School blows. I stayed after school until 3:30 to help make things for the Spring Fling. (I'm in SADD and they put it on...yeah) But it was cool. I like the sign I made. It just said Spring Flinng! And I made the dots in the i's flowers and i put a sunshine (joe's idea) on the side. It was pretty though. But I came home and went riding with caleb and jaclyn. It was fun. But we got back to the house at 5:45 so I ran inside, showered and curled my hair and headed up to the school. We had to be there at 6:30. Got there on time too! haha. I had fun. Me and Jen started out doing the food table. The cookies were good. I had to have a few! But I danced some too and just went out if I saw kids walk out and in the direction. But I had fun. Hopefully Mrs. Clark wasn't mad that we didn't do our jobs too well.
Saturday - I rolled out of bed at ten and rushed down to Springboro because my tanning appointment was at 10. But I came home...showered up. Jaclyn stopped with David and Paul and we all went to Wal*Mart and got our mother's day presents. When I was holding the flower I was getting my mom, it hit me in the face and I had yellow pollen on my face! and it would not rub off so I had to go to the bathroom and wash it off! It was embarrassing sort of. But we went home. Jaclyn took the boys home and me and caleb took the fourwheelers out to her house and we went riding. We road over to Sarah's house. Road over there for a little bit and Caleb went on reserve so we went home. We ended up going to holeshot. Did get there until 9:30 but...I met Dan...haha....real good. But we left at 10:30. Because Caleb doesn't like holeshot and I told him we didn't have to stay too long. But Dan was cool. I talked to him later than night online and he said he wants to hang out again sometime. So that's cool. I guess he didn't think I was that big of a dousche bag.
Today - It's mother's day...Caleb made me get out of bed at 11:00. to wash off the fourwheelers. Freakin Crazy! I was and still am dead tired. But I'm going to get going. I still have the rest of the day! Later



Saturday... May 1, 2004 3:11 p.m.
I woke up early this morning suprisingly... at I believe was 9:30. I just kinda moped around the house a little bit. Mark was at the house this mornign too! Sometimes I feel like I have a stalker. But at 11:30 Mom took me down to Kim's because I was going to tan. I'm going to be going on wednesdays at 5:00 and Saturdays at 10:00. And in a month I will have a nice glow to me instead of my usual ghostly white transparentness. lol. But Yesterday!!!!!! After school and then some Caleb, Jaclyn, and me went to go look at this fourwheeler he saw in a newspaper ad. '93 Blaster. The guy that was selling it was so drunk. It was kinda funny yet still scary. He wanted 1000 for it but Caleb asked for 900 and the drunk man accepted. lol. He probably could have gotten it cheaper too! Oh-well. When we got it home we had to test it out some. So Jaclyn went home to get some clothes and we went out riding. It was soo muddy and there were frogs everywhere. I swear I had to of killed at least 15 or something. But my god. It was really fun. Caleb didn't think to check if there was gas in the blaster and apparently there wasn't too much because he ran out along the railroad tracks, so I had to take mine back and get some gas for it. Thank god we actually had some at home. But it was a good time. I'm going to have to figure out this clutch so I will be able to drive the blaster occasionally.



Monday...04.26.04...5:33 p.m.
Yeah, today was dumb! Derek brought me FIVE HANSON CDS!!!!!! Love it! haha. But Yeah...(listening to it right now!) Well me and Jim broke up today. I guess it's cool since everyone has been telling me that he doesn't like me anymore. But hey I'm still going...lol There was a cheerleading meeting after school. Kinda okay. I think I might have to shoot Kawla Vawee! AH I HATE IT. lol...i think it might be okay this year. Well I'm outa here...gotta listen to my hanson



Sunday...04.25.04...4:22 p.m.
Yes, I have had an eventfull week/weekend. I don't even want to talk about my Friday. It was horrible!!!!!!!!!!! But Saurday I woke up around 8:30 or 9:00. I had to work at this auction selling food. It was pretty okay. I worked from like 12:30 til 4:00. Then when i got home, Caleb and I went over to Jaclyn's and picked up her and her fourwheeler. We brought it back home and road power lines and over across the streets. It was really fun! I road Jaclyn's little Honda 125, it's horrible yet amazing. My back still hurts. But yeah I got in the house about 6:45 and Sarah was picking me up for the dance at 7:00. I had to hurry. I just put my hair in pig tails. I looked kind of cute but my face was red from riding. Oh-well...It was really fun though. There were pool tables and arcade games and then there was te dancing area. It was fun. But what was really fun was the drive home. Andy and Mark followed us a lot of the way home. They follwed us all the way to McDonald's and they cut down a back road. And when we got to the light in Albion. And they made it through before us because we had a red light. But we were behind them the whole time and they pulled into Naple's (thinkin we didn't see) But we did. And then the followed us to Harmony's and they just kept going. But yeah. Anothr early morning today. The March of Dimes was this morning. It was miserable and so am I right now! I'm going to go...



Thursday...04.15.04...7:31 p.m.
Well today was eventful somewhat. Okay last night Mark was telling me that Jim still likes Brittany Roberts and that they talk on the bus sometimes on the way home. And I guess Brittany was sitting with Derek and Derek heard what they were talking about too so Mark told me to ask him about it so I did this morning during second period. But I knew I'd have to ask Jim if he still likes her so I waited until the end of the day, and yeah I asked him and this is how it went. I said "Jim do you like Brittany" and you know I'm really glad that he didnt lie to me. He said "yeah, there's not really a way to get around it, but you don't have to worry because I like you" So Yeah, this is crazy. Second best as usual. I can never just be the only one you know!? But you know it can't be his fault. It's always mine. Because I'm horrible and nothing is ever good with me. I'm a horrible person and I'm pathetic. Well I'm depressing myself again.



Monday...04.12.04...7:23 p.m.
HI! I had a pretty okay day. It was a stupid blue monday though. Jim didn't come to school today because he had a dentist appointment in the morning and then he just didn't feel like coming. But he told me sunday night. But yeah he told me to call him when I got home from schol. So I did....and he said he was either going to come over before I went to practice or after I came home. So I was playing sega for a while and then door bell rings. JIM! haha. Well I took him out front to tell mom he was there and yeah...Then we came back to the house and we were playing sega. He's pretty good. lol...or maybe I'm just pathetic. Hes a sweetheart. But I had to get going to practice. It was a fun one because I was extremely hyper. But we got to have pizza! LOVE IT! After practice though It was me, Ashley Bortnick, Kristin, and Brandi and we were running around through the showers. It was a load of fun...lol. But yeah here I am and I really have to get working on my senior project. I still have to finish my curriculum and a couple refelections ad it was do about a week and a half ago....Later!



Sunday...04.11.04...7:02 p.m. (Easter Sunday)
Having a lovely day. This morning I woke up around Ten. The Easter Bunny came! haha! But yeah like around 12 or 12:30 Mark and his brother stopped and I went riding with them. It was an okay time. We were all over the freaking place. I don't even know half the places we were at. Then I came home around 4:00, got myself cleaned up and then I called Jim! "He's the Prettiest thing, we've got the same disorder" ---The Distillers!...haha...I'm such a fag. But yeah after that, I had some easter dinner. I ate some chocolate...and me and Caleb were watching stand-up comedians on Comedy Central. And this guys was hilarious! I was in tears after this one thing he said. LOVE IT!


Sunday...04.11.04...12:00 a.m.
Hello me, it's me again (Pink Floyd) Today was a lovely day. Mark and Richard came and got me and we went riding. It was fun actually. I was really scared because, yeah first time near that one place in a long time. But it was good. I didn't do too bad I dont think. Mark showed me how to get to Jim's house...woo-hoo...lol. Fun time though. I had to babysit Kyle and Nate again tonight at 5:30. They were good kinda sorta. Normal I guess you could say. So That was another 20 dollars! So my total income for the weekend was 50 whole freaking dollars! I love it. But anyways, mom and me were counting and rolling my change that I had and I had thirty dollars in change. Plus I had money in my wallet, but I took out ninety dollars and it is going right in my bank account. I currently have .76. I'm going to be a freaking millionare one day! haha! I wish. Well I'm pretty bored. I'm just watching Caleb play playstation and I think I am going to do a couple things on here and then look at wedding dresses...woo-hoo...Love ya!!



Saturday...04.10.04...11:47 a.m.
It's pretty damn early and I'm up, dressed, and mostly ready. Mark stopped by this morning while I was still sleeping and dropped off some sega games! Love it...so now I have sonic2 that I can fool around with. It's freaking amazing! But anways, I have to babysit again tonight from 5:30 until who knows when. Hopefully not too! late. Oh-well, it's twenty dollars in my pocket! I made 30 yesterday so that will be a whole into my pocket. I love having money! I've been pretty busy this weekend. It's kinda suprising but I haven't been to Erie this whole weekend. There is still Sunday though but I doubt it, unless Caleb wants to but I doubt it. Oh-well just felt the need to write something in here..GOod Bye Beautiful!


Friday/Saturday...04.09.04...11:56 p.m.
LOVE IT! Yeah, It's easter break baby! I'm fucking loving it! But anyways. It's been slightly eventful. Tuesday after school we had a tourney. Pretty gay. We won most of our games though so that was a major plus. After the game I got outa there as fast as I could because me and Tenielle were meeting Brett, Ronald, Julie, Jenna, Ashley, and Alex at Cinema5 to catch a movie. We saw the Prince and Me. It was kind of stupid or maybe I just zoned out on most of it. But afterwards we went to the chinese buffet across the street! I loved it! The seats were Lime green and yellow and I just loved it! It was a fun time. Wednesday morning for me started at 2:30 as I rolled out of bed. I guess I had to catch up on my sleep that I never get. But I'm pretty sure that I didn't do anything that day besides lay around. I didn't do much Thursday either but at least I was moving before 11. So that's a plus. Today (friday) I had to be over at Jimi and Jean's to babysit for them at around eight. Kyle and Nate...demon children they can be but today they weren't too bad. BUT! about ten they wanted to go outside and play but when we went to go back inside we got locked the fuck out!! It was horrible. But We took a long walk to McMillan's house and I called mom and we got things sorted out. Mom called Jimi at work and he said there was a window I could break into and get into the basement. That was the only downfall of the day. Now if they were giving me shit like they usually do I would've flipped out. It was okay though. I think today was the best they have ever been for me. I was so exhausted and I still am. I have no idea how I have made it up this late. See you tomorrow my lovely!...haha


Saturday...03.27.03...9:52 p.m.
Hi! How is everybody? I have had an eventful weekend so far. Friday was a good day kind of sorta. I went outside Friday morning to leave for school and on our porch walkway there was a headless rabbit! Maceo Marie killed it! It was so disgusting. I felt sick all day from that. But Jim is a sweetheart :) Practice was from 3-5 in the new gym. It is really nice in there. But anways...it wasn't a good practice. Nuff said. After practice I went home with the Field's. It was really fun. Me and Sarah went over to her Uncle Glen's and played three games of pool. I won once. We played three games. Not too bad for my first time ever. But yeah. I had fun. In the morning (woke up too early) But we moved her room around. I only helped for some of it because dad came at noon. But yeah..fun...When I came home, dad got a laptop I guess and I screwed around on it a little bit. But yeah I hopped in the shower and then went back to sleep for a while. Woke up and went with Caleb and Jaclyn to Erie. We went to Playworld and got some games for the Nintendo. Guerrilla War, Jaws, Ninja Turtles, and this offroad racing game. Pretty cool. Then we went to Chi Chi's for supper. Fun. I haven't played any of the games yet. Ive been farting around on this dumb laptop. Well I'm out...Later


Saturday...03.13.03...10:19 p.m.
Hey...is there anybody out there? It's been forever and then some since I've been working on my site. I'm just sitting alone with my pathetic self tonight listening to some Twisted Sister. We had Friday off of school. How Lovely. Volleyball has started. It's really fun but I really don't like our coach. He's a dillhole. Anyways...Today I had practice from 11:00 til 1:00 this afternoon and after that Mom drove me down to Movies'n'More and I got an application. I might just be getting a job for this summer. Then i helped out in the Valley Freeze for a couple hours. It's opening on Monday! Then around 5 or so. Mom and I went to Meadville. I needed to get some shoes to wear for volleyball because my stellar vans aren't what you would call running shoes. I got some pretty nice Sketcher Sports down at Foot locker as the roof leaked into two or three different buckets. While I was shopping I got a curious George wife beater, a Pink Blink 182 Shirt, and  a nice pair of jeans. And I come home and there is nothing to do! I lead such a pathetic life. For the some People who have figured out how to read what I'm writing in this font... On February 20th, Jim asked me out. It was nice. haha I really like him. He's so special. But He doesn't call me and sometimes I wonder if he really likes me or what is going on. Maybe it'll just take time. He does work a lot thought so maybe that is a reason for some of my neglection.



Monday...01.19.04
Yeah, well there was no school today. Yay Martin Luther..haha. Well Saturday was another lovely skiing experience. I fell a couple times but I am over my fear of going fast. It was lovely. I was feeling rather gutsy this saturday. Haha. I hopped on the ski lift with one of Julie's friend's Jason. He's pretty nice. I don't know why I got on with him though. It just happend. Well On the way up to peak'n'peak I rode with Ben and Shane and Harmony. I found Julie prett fast. I love skiing with those girls. Towards the end up the night I found Ben and Shane and those guys and we were with them for a little bit but we went our seperate ways..lol. Shane likes me. It's so cute. But no..haha. Today we had practice from 3-5. It was about as eventful as any other practice. Not very. The new semester starts on Wednesday. It's going to stink because I have Gillete for homeroom. PLUS!!! I don't have art! AND!!! I have no classes with Jim which really bites the big one.



Sunday...01.11.04
Hello again. It's been a while. I've been so busy. Christmas was just lovely. Not so much of a white Christmas but recently it has been making up for that. Well Yesterday I went to Peak'n'Peak for ski club. It was so much fun. I stuck with Julie, Sara, and Celeste most of the time. It is really fun. I am a natural...lol...I only fell about five times. I think my best fall was when we were going through a somewhat steep trail thing and I was going to fast and I couldn't turn or stop or anything so I figured if I went through a snow bank it would stop me, but it didn't. I went right throw the snow bank and through some tree branches... Pretty fun though. I am so looking forward to next Saturday and hoping to improve even more.



Wednesday...12.03.03
Well let's see...CRAP-OLA! I haven't been writing much because let's see...I have no life and I am a loser. Today was so stupid. I shouldn't of even crawled out of bed. I don't know why but I was so sad today. Nothing was really good at all. I'm one of those pathetic girls. I'm so pathetic....Well yeah...On Dec. 13th there is a sno ball...WHOA...but I don't really think I'm going just yet. We'll see.



Monday...11.17.03 7:10 p.m.
Yeah, well on Saturday, the fam damily came over. It was so nice except for the fact that I was dead tired. I love my little cousins Maggie, Abby, Kyle, and Nate. They're so cute! But yeah. it was cool. My cake was tie-dye! Love it! My mommy and daddy got me a good charlotte t-shirt, now14, a nice camera!, um, a bubbly thing for when I take a tubby. Plus this really stellar pink zip-up hoodie with a white star on the belly but it was too small :( so we took that back on Sunday. David, Jen, and the girls got me a pretty blue sweater with rainbow on the sleeves and maggie made me a picture frame with a picture of me and Abby in it. Dee-Dee got me a mirror for my locker and a cute little carebear keychain. It was Love-A-Lot! One of my favorites! My Grandma got me some bath stuff which I used this morning :) My brother!!! Got me the cutest little thing. It's a little cheerleading made out of crystal  with pom poms and all on a little mirror that says "Cheerleaders Rule" and Jaclyn got me a little necklace with a fairy on it. But anyways on Sunday I woke up and showered and did all that crap-ola and me and mom headed to Erie and went shopping! I got some awesome pins..lol. But anyways I'm going to hurry up to today. Well it was craP! I like Jimmy so much! But I'm telling you he doesn't like me. Lindsey keeps on telling me that he likes me and always asks him when he's going to ask me out and always says stuff like that! It feels so weird because it sometimes seems like he likes me and then again it seems like he doesn't. I really think that I like him and all. My life is just crap! AND THEN! To top it all off at cheerleading practice we got our uniforms and my shirt is so big in the breastisses. It looks so stupid! And I got one of the smallest sizes. I got a twelve and Karla and Ashley got the two 10's and even those shirts were big for them and I tried on Karla's and it was big for me. Today was such a sad day. Please Jim, realize that I really like you and I pray to god that you like me too.


Saturday...11.15.03 3:17 p.m.
Awesome...lol...Yesterday I had a little party thing. We just sat around and watched movies, ate and acted dumb. THen after all the boys but Brett left us girls gave each other facials and peticures. It was kinda fun. But today around 5:00 the family is coming over for my birthday that is tomorrow. yay...15...woo hoo. I don't wannt grow up :'( oh-well! Well everyone I want you to know that I really really so much like jim hepler...he's so cute but you know what!? he'll never ask me out because I'm telling you guys that he doesn't like me! So yeah....Later


Friday...11.07.03 9:53 p.m.
Well I've been neglecting my web page. I still haven't putten many picture on here from homecoming yet! Well this week has been busy. On Tuesday I think it was ninth grade took the tour of vo-tech. It is sweet. I so hope to god that I can go to Cosmotology!!!!! Then on Wednesday was our try-outs! I did horrible! But I made it ...on jv. Yay! haha. But nobody got cut so yeah...THen today...well yeah. Nothing really happened today. Me and mom worked on the picture albums and that was pretty much the highlight of my day. Well yeah, I just told Ronald a huge secret at 10:08 p.m. so if he tells then I have legal permission to kill him :) haha Well I'm out and I might consider putting some pictures on the picture pages. yay


Sunday...10.26.03 9:17 p.m.
Well! Valley beat Saegertown on Friday! It was senior night and the last football game of the regular season...but guess what!? We're going to playoffs! Yay! I am so happy! Well Saturday around 2 I had to be at the highschool because the cheerleaders were going to be in the Halloween parade in Meadville. Well we had to pick up the linesville girls at their school and then we went to Conneaut Lake's Highschool and the bands were there and we all got to eat Pizza :-) and cookies...the cookies were awesome. But yeah, in the parade all three schools (Conneaut Valley, Conneaut Lake and Linesville) were all doing the same thing and we marched together. It was kinda neat but I didn't really like the Linesville girls...bitches...The conneaut Lake girls were really nice though and they took control. We were #73 in the parade. I had fun. lots of it. Sarah came over after the parade and we just kinda farted around. But yeah, anyways this morning sarah woke me up at 8:30! She's insane but we just watched movies. I did NOTHING the rest of the day. I was so bored. I am almost done with my baby picture. *Baby Georgina* haha or maybe *Baby Nichole* haha...no...Well Yeah I think it's time I went to bed....GOOD NIGHT...CHeerleading tryout-practice tomorrow...yay!

10.18.03 1:32 p.m.
Yay! Friday was wicked awesome! Well I stayed after school with Sarah because there was a SADD meeting. But like around five thirty I went down to Tenielle's and Sarah was over there and we were going to go to the game together. Well I wore Jeremy's jersey, Sarah were Joe's and Tenielle wore Brett's..(woo-hoo) But it was fun. We got there and we walked around for a bit with Heather and Kayla and everybody. But then we saw Frank coming in and Sarah was all happy! I had lots of fun! The final score was 41-14. WE WON! haha...Collin if you ever read this...I'm very dissapointed in you brother...do something for poop's sake!



10.12.03 12:29 p.m.
Whoa! The dance was fun! The played a lot of crap music but it was still fun. Well I'll start from the beginning of the day I suppose. Well Sarah came over around noon and I did her hair. I Think it was very pretty. I tied it all up in twisties and then curl the remaining hair. It was booty-ful! Randi was suposed to come over and do my hair but she never did so Sarah did it. She pulled the front part back in twisties and then curled the bottom and then her mom came so I just pinned the back up. I really liked it. It was sorta how it was on Friday. But anyways, Sarah went home at 2:00 because she was having Jen and Katie got ready at her house. Around Three Tenielle came over and I did her hair. It was so booty-ful as well. I made Tenielle and myself a lovely spaghetti dinner and I even used pretty plates and wine glasses. I'm such a nerd! But anyways Harmony got here around 5:00 and then bla bla bla...Mother had to take tons of pictures! But it's all good. Well we got there. I had fun all out but the played some shitty music and a lot of it I've never heard before in my life. I dance with Jeremy, Brett, Ben, and !!Ronald!! We had to walk out again. I felt retarded because I can..haha. Well after the dance Tenielle, Sarah, Kayla, Jen, and Harmony came over and we spent the night. We had our own little dance in my room because "Get Low" was on the radio and they didn't play that steenkin song! But it was a really fun night. We went to bed around 1:30-2:00 and they woke us up at 7:30-8:00!!! But yeah anyways...I'm dead tired now and I'm going to get going...lata


10.10.03 4:45 p.m.-12:00

OH! Today was so fun! I've notived that here on freeservers they have a rich text editor going on. I changed all the dates to the same "type" or whatever. But I'm going to start making the days different colors i believe if I get around to it. But ANYWAYS! Today we had our homecoming assembly! It went quite well. Um...well Thursday night (10.09.03) we were had a bonfire up at the school. It was fun. The cheerleaders did dances and cheers and stuff. They had an old piece of crap car all painted up saying "Beat the Cardinal's" and stuff like that and they brought sledgehammers and bats and beat the living crap out if it. I guess Paul took home the bumper...haha. Me and Tenielle spent the night at Sarah's house that night. It was fun. Sarah fell right asleep like right at 11 and it took me a while but I slept through the whole night and then I guess Tenielle only got three total hours of sleep. But We got up at one and I guess I must've jumped up to shut the alarm off (AT 5:00!) and then I didn't know what I was doing and Sarah touched my hand and it scared the ba-jeezers out of me. But Yeah we all got ready. Suprisingly we all got ready and looked just gorgeous! Sarah was flipping out because she thought she looked funny but she DIDN"T!!! We all loaded onto Sarah's bus. I started sitting across from Sarah with Isaac.?...but then I went to sit back with Jeremy so I could talk to him :) But anyways...We got out in the middle of first period and then we could go down to the locker room and fix ourselves up. But alls me, sarah, and tenielle really had to do was touch-up our make-up and put our dresses on. The assembly went well. I walked with Ronald. It went in alphabetical order and all. I guess everyone on the Jr. High Court was soo nervous but I wasn't. I mean the worst that could happen is that I would embarrass myself completely but that doesn't matter to me. I was cool...haha. They asked us the most stupidest question though! My questions were, "What are your post high-school plans?","If you were Carmen Sandiego, Where in the world would you be?", and "What was your favorite childhood memory and why." But anyways....The Jv cheerleaders got to cheer last night at the Homecoming game with the Varsity! It was fun. But during halftime we had our little homecoming thing. For 9th grade *Sarah Louise* and *Ronald Spotswood* won! I was so happy for the both of them. Ronald had to go into the lockerroom during halftime since he plays football but Tyler Mattera walked me out. But then he left so I held Mitchell's arm with Sarah because I didn't want to fall down...lol. And then the Senior High Winners were Brooke Hamilton and Wes Franz. I got a flower though! hehe...I love it.


10.08.03 3:42 p.m.
(waste of a day) Today was so stupid...I was in an awful mood all day and I'm sure it pissed everyone off. THe announced Homecoming Court. Ninth grade girls are Tenielle Bechtel, Sarah Field, Erin Faust, Brittany Roberts and me. I actually made court...dude...The boys are. Brett Askey, Mitchell Shreve, Ronny Spo, Cody Shidemantle and Alex Varee. I'm not sure who I am walking with but I'll just let them choose. I guess I'm getting somewhat excited about walking on court. It'll be fun . but hopefully I'll be in a good mood acutally and make the best out of it. hell, I might even win


10.07.03 8:50 p.m.
Oh god...today was awful...I've been so depressed lately and it's stupid because there is no reason for it! (It's not you...it's me)MAKE ME HAPPY aGAIN!!...Well On Thursday we're having a bonfire up at the highschool and the cheerleaders are cheering at that and JV gets to cheer at the Varsity game...I'm so excited! I'm getting ready WOO WOO WOO!....haha...yeah....Good Night You ... maybe I'll forget about all this and just sleep away it all....


10.04.03 1:40 a.m.
Well today was predicted to be the best game of the season. Conneaut Valley vs. Linesville. At school we had a quick pep assembly. But anyways....to the game. They were sooo awesome! The final score was 14-13..VALLEY! We finally beat linesville! ON THEIR HOMECOMING NIGHT TOO!!! It was wicked! Justin and Matt were there and we introduced Matt to Erin (he wants her...haha)But anyways....it was a great game...a little chilly and quite windy but it was sweet!


09.29.03 8:22 p.m.
Well There was a good game today! On the way to Cambrige Springs mom got us lost! I told her to go down the road we were supposed to be nope...she flew right by it...We were only a couple of minutes late. The final score was 12-0! Ha! We won! I think everyone did great! Next football game will be Friday at Linesville! The biggest game of the year...Be there or be square!


09.29.03 7:24 a.m.
Last night was soo fun! But screw it! I'm only going dancing there for another Weekend because it's ridiculus! They always say that it's the last dance and then when it is they say they are continuing on for another two weeks. So I'm gonna have to stop this insanity! Today I think I am going to the JV Football game in Cambrige but right now it's raining pretty hard so if it continues I doubt I will. Well I'm out of here...School time....


09.28.03 11:55 p.m.
Well...it's Matt's birthday...Happy Birthday...haha...I've been slacking on my entries but anyways...I've had a great weekend so far. Friday was a Varsity Football game against Cambrige Springs...VALLEY WON!! (35-6) And afterwards there was a dance. It was really fun. They played some awesome songs and everything...yeah....haha. Then on Saturday I went with my mother to visit my grandma...she's doing much better! And after that I went out to dinner, with my parents, Greg, Peggy, Caleb, Jaclyn, and Paul to applebees. It's was awful! haha, the food took forever. But our waiter was kinda hot. After dinner, the parentals were going over to Askey's for a party but me and Paul went over to his grandma's house where David was a watched a movie. I think it was called "No One Else" I'm not sure, but it was funny. Then got home around midnight and slept for hours, got up super early for some unknown reason and here I am. Today is the Sunday Night Kissfm dance thing and I'm definently going! Sarah is coming too! It's going to be awesome! SHe's a first timer. It's the last one though. There'll be more next year and oh! On October 11th is our Homecoming dance. I'm going to go with Jeremy and yeah, that's all my Homecoming plans so far. I think Tenielle and Sarah will stop by because I'm doing there hair, Kayla too, not quite sure just yet. Well I'm done for now....Love you all


09.06.03 10:14 p.m.
Well school started on the 27th and yeah that was interesting. I hate it! but I'm slowly getting used to it. 1st and 2nd period suck but after that I guess it's decent because I got first lunch with the boys and then in English we're reading ROmeo and Juliet and that is my favorite! and then art. I love art! haha...Well Yeah I'm just gonna fast forward til today. Today I had cheerleading practice from 2-4. That was some extreme cheerleading..haha...We are pretty ready for our competition on the 13th! I'm excited. Yeah... I'm whooped so I'm going to bed...Tenielle just wanted me to start adding some things to my site because she was getting bored with reading the same old crap-ola....Later Babes!


08.20.03
Oh geez! Yesterday I went to the fair with Kayla and Tenielle! It was really hot but towards the end it was a blast. We rode one ride and the dude that was running it scared the bajeezers out of Tenielley. But we were walking Ashley back to where her stuff was Tenielle started tripping Kayla and she got her like 7 times in a row so then I started to trip Tenielle and it turned into an all-out trip war. I almost fell flat on my face because I lifted my right foot up as I was walking and Tenielle tripped my left foot and yeah...Close One!!! We were going to trip strange boys but we couldn't. It was so funny. I almost pissed myself at one point...Well over-all good tyme!


08.18.03 11:59 p.m.
I'm sitting here alone not knowing what to do...Well I had fun at camp! Many things happened. But overall...I had fun. I was being very negative and bitchy, I think. The dance at camp was fun. But I'm not going into details but camp time was 'fun!' Sunday night just me and Tenielle went to the kissfm dance (without Kayla :(... ) It was fun. I played human musical chairs but I didn't win...haha...I got tyed on this one guy with a fat chick and she beat me when we had to arm wrestle for it. Oh-well! Today is Monday and what a blue monday it was. I guess my grandma is sick but I'm not really sure what is going on...


8.15.03 5:39 p.m.
I got my hair cut yesterday!!! It is so cool. It's really short though. Me and Mom got ours cut. Mom's is a little shorter than mine but I like it. There was a blackout yesterday too. Damn electricity. I have no idea what I would do without it! I'm going to camp later tonight with Tenielle and Kayla. Hopefully I'll be able to see Matt and hopefully he doesn't hate my hair...hehe. Yeah....so


08.11.03 9:11 p.m.
Well I've been pretty busy lately. Yesterday Evening I went to the kissfm dance with Tenielle and Kayla and it was Hawaiin night so us three girls wore Grass skirts, coconut bras, and our lays. I won a dance contest fer shakin my ba-tooty! haha. I got a Kissfm t-shirt signed by Bo and Drew Love. (Tenielle loves Bo!) It's a little big though...but it'll shrink. Well I think it was Thursday night Tenielle was over and my parents and Brett's parents went out to dinner so brett came over too. We were bored so we decided to ride the fourwheeler but since there was three of us we hooked a saucer sled up to the back. I let Tenielle drive and me and Brett took turns riding on the sled. But I must say that Brett wussied out on it because I was on the sled most of the time. My injuries were...there. I got a big bruise on my ass and scratches from the grass on the back of my thighs. I almost smashed into a pine tree but I rolled off the sled into some weeds. I guess Tenielle barely missed it and she didn't even see it. But yes...there were a couple times where I had to roll into the weeds. But over all I had fun until we were going too fast and I would fly up beside the fourwheeler and the rope that was holding the sled on would go under the tires and I'd get sucked up real close to the fourwheeler. Yeah...it was a little scary. Then I flew off backwards somehow and smacked my head of the ground. It hurt and that's when we went inside because I fell all out of sorts. It was great...haha...I'm going to camp this weekend coming up and I have cheerleading practice tomorrow so I might have another update soon!


07.29.03 9:38 p.m.
Today was fun. Well yesterday I spent the night at Sarah's house and then today Brett and Cody came over and we all went fourwheeler riding (Me, Lou, Holly, Frankie, Cody and Brett.)It was fun. Frankie was a pain in the ba-tooty!!! We had mud fights. Everyone got stuck at least once. I think I have mud oozing out my brains! haha. I'm kinda hyper right now. somewhat.Well I'm out like a fat chick in dodgeball!!!


07.28.03 11:54 a.m.
Some things are too good to be true and it's like I'm a magnet to them. It's my fault because I'm a dumbass.


07.27.03 12:34 a.m.
SWEET! haha....Today was my cousin Brett's Wedding. (Brett and Elaine Agnew!) We were in charge of Kyle and Nate. They're so funny! Well anyways we went to the wedding and all that and Nate kept injuring himself so we went to the reception fer a little bit. Then I had to be in the Homecoming Parade fer Cheerleading. It was really fun!! We did really good I think, people said we did too so I believe them. :D It was great! Me and Sarah walked down to the fair and hung out thurr fer a little bit and we boxed in the ring...and I won...haha...I had fun. It was the last night of the fair so I talked to bout everybody. Later when my cousins got the the fair I boxed with my cousin Greer and I beat the living crap out of him. Oh It's funny...There were some pretty good fights going on in the ring. Well yeah...I think the best part of the evening was cheering in the parade! It was my first time in the parade fer cheerleading and I didn't mess up at all. Well yeah...I'm going dancing tomorrow!


07.24.03 8:45 p.m.
I was so happy this afternoon. You wouldn't have been able to whipe the smile off my face. But I guess things change. I went to go tell my mom that I didn't want to go school shopping as long as I could redo my room and she hit me with the worst news ever! She told me that I could have Caleb's room because he's moving to Erie before September. So I locked myself in my room and cried my eyes out. I'm going to live in this house without my brother! It's going to be awful. I don't even think I want his room. It would be so weird. I don't know what to do. At this point I think I'm actually going to move my things into Caleb's room if he doesn't care when he leaves. I wish he could stay at home. I feel like I'm losing my best friend.


07.24.03 11:14 a.m.
Yesterday was..."fun." No it was great. Matt, Dillon, and Ryan went to our little Homecoming Fair. It was cool. Me and Tenielle walked from her house and we saw the three boys and Kayla standing right out front. It was funny because me and Tenielle are blind as can be and we were trying to figure out who it was. I'm not going into details fer the evening's happenings but I got called something from a former boyfriend and that was the only downfall of the evening. I smiled so much my jaw started cramping. I'm a nerd. Well Yeah...like I said I wasn't going into to details...Matt please don't use the 'L' word. It frightens me.


07.21.03 2:16 p.m. (My Fourth Attempt)
Well my weekend was very awesome! I'll try and start from the beginning. Tenielle, Kayla, and I arrived at camp and we automatically dropped off our bags and hopped on a golf cart. We were driving around fer a while and we spotted the pink truck. (Ryan, Dillon and two unknown passengers soon to be known as Matt & Steve-O) So we pulled into the parking lot and were talking. Right when we pulled in Dillon jumped out and gave Kayla a big hug. (Aww...how sweet? haha) The boys were being stupid and funny and of course we laughed at them. Bet fer some reason we had to part ways but we told them to go to the dance. So at around 9-9:30 we got to the dance but it sucked so we started to go to the old folk's dace and we saw Dillon and Steve-O walking over so we sat on the benches and were being dumb. Some little girl came up to us describing someone and was touching herself which was very frightening. She left and we decided to walk over to the basketball court where Matt and Ryan were playing. After a while me and Tenielle were playing. I suck but Matt has got some sick moves. Out of nowhere "Cotton Eyed Joe" starts playing at the Old Folk's dance so Kayla and me take off and Tenielle comes shortly after. So we danced to that song and then we came back and told the guys why we took off but then we had to head back to camp because of curfew. So Matt and Dillon walked us home. Tenielle, Matt, and I held hands part way. (weird? Yes) But that way Dillon and Kayla could walk by themselves. But eventually we made it back. I gave Matt a tiny hug. Kayla stayed with the boys but me and Tenielle went to get a beverage but I came back to Kayla and the boys and Kayla told me that Matt thought I didn't like him (which is so not true) so I gave him a big and better hug...haha. but then went inside and ate! Kayla came in shortly after. We talked about "Shtuff" and tried to sleep. I was up until like 3 or 4 just thinking about things. We woke up early (9:20) and got ready (bla bla bla) We drove around but then me and Tenielle had to werk. But Kayla brought Dillon and Matt to come visit us while we were werking. When we got done werking we introduced Tenielle's mom to the boys and we told her they were a little gay and she said, "That alright, I'm gay half the time." It was funny! Well then it was time fer them to leave so we drove them back to their place and hung out there fer a bit. We said our good-bye's, exchanged hugs, ate each other's hands (haha) and then we took off. Shortly after that we came home. I went to the kissfm dance. It wasn't as fun as last weekend's dance. But up to today now....Electricity went out while I was attempting to write this out (which I've finally succeeded at...so far) Well here is the advice that I will give any guy. "Always take chances, you never know what you might miss out on"


07.19.03 12:37 a.m.
Alrighty. Well Things have been insane this week. I hadn't heard from Jimmy since That sunday afternoon on the 14th. He didn't bother calling or getting online or stopping or ANYTHING! That really bothered me but I just ignored it until Thursday night after cheerleading practice. Mom picked me up and we drove into Springboro to go to the bar to get beer(not fer me)but guess who I see standing out in front of Movies 'n' More?! James Alen PAYNE! He didn't even give me a glance so I walked directly into the bar and directly out without looking at him. When we pulled out I know he was looking at me! Oh Why does he not like me! It makes me feel like I'm nothing and no one cares about me. I'm such a loser. Well all the mayhem occured on Thursday (just so you know)But Today is Friday ... well it was and I rode my bike down to Tenielle's house. Tenielle, Kayla, and I went to the park and played basketball a little bit and then we swung/swang (whatever)haha. Then we went to Ruth's Dinor and ate. Then we just pissed around at Tenielle's house. Ain't life dandy!? hell no...I wrote a poem today. It's in the shopping page. Check it out y'all


07.14.03 1:30 p.m.
Last night was awesome! I went to the Kissfm dance with Tenielle and Kayla and it was soo much fun. We got there a little early so we rode a ride and then we went in but they steenkin money taker said that the price is five dollars now instead of three. But it was well worth it! It was great...They were throwing out glow bracelets and I ended up getting four instead of one because I so rock...lol. But anyways I was wearing a white tank top so I put two over my boobs and one in front of my crotch and one over my butt. It was pretty sweet. I only got second though. Tyson got first but he only had one stickin through his tongue. Oh-well then all these guys kept on trying to dance with me, Tenielle, Kayla, and Jenny. It was funny though.


07.13.03 1:38 a.m.
Well I wrote this once but I hit the wrong button so I have to start all over again. Okay so here goes. Well from Thursday through Saturday (today) I had cheer camp from 7:45-3:15. Early morning are awful especially when you're extremely sore. It was really fun though. We learned how to stunt which is awesome because I'm a base and I get to lift and throw everybody. I get to lift my best friend Sarah! We always learned how to improve our jumps plus some new ones, New cheers with stunts and lots of movement, and a dance routine that we will probably use fer competition. Today was the last day...it was fun! Then my family went to Sara's open house (friend of the family). It was really fun. I hung out with David, Paul, and Brett at the beginning and then towards the end I hung out with my brother and his friends because they're drunk and funny *haha*. David, Paul, and Brett kept trying to get into the alcohol which the occasionally succeeded. I stuck to the Root Beer. But my brother is a really funny person and he doesn't mind that I hang out with him and his friends because I'm old enough to know better than to embarrass him. He's awesome. Him and Eddie were hilarious! (Ed has three tongue rings) *thumbs up* it looks neat. Well anyways I was having a great time and my parents wouldn't let me stay the night :(. I got the whole "We trust you, we just don't trust other people" which was totally stupid because My brother was staying the night too. But that's how parents are and they have they're reasons (weird ones) but they have them. I'll figure that out when I have kids someday. Hell I'll probably never have kids let alone get married!


07.08.03 9:29 p.m.
Okay...today started out kinda good. Jimmy came over and we hung out. He's darling...lol...then we he left shortly after my cousin Brooke and Christine (spelling?) came over. I guess Christine is going to live in Meadville. She's really nice even though I've met her twice...I think I've finally lost it... My bad mood comes every night and tonight I keep on crying and it's awful! I just want to snap out of it. Hopefully tomorrow when I'm with Maggie and Abby it'll be better. I love those girls


07.08.03 12:28 a.m.
I've decided that for this page I will make somewhat daily journal entries...Yesterday Tenielle, Alexis, Kayla, and I went to CLP to the kissfm dance...It was really fun. I woke up late the next day and then at 6pm I went to my Cheerleading meeting. I made the JV football cheerleading squad and we have Cheer Camp coming up this week on Thursday, Friday, and Saturday. I guess it's suposed to be extremely hard but at least that will help when we go to competitions. I was in my "Evelyn" mood again tonight as usual. I somewhat cheered up when I talked to Jimmy but it'll probably be back tomorrow evening.


 



"Sometimes I think it would be easier to avoid old age, to die young, but then you'd never complete your life, would you? You'd never wholly know yourself." --- Marilyn Monroe